Choices

Fields of fear inside
Find me a compromise
Fields of fear in time

Growing faster and faster
As the day passing by
Keep on lying, keep on lying
That's the deal between me and I
Between falling and survive
In this sleepless night
Feel the gravity
Of my misery
Of my need for a sign
Please don't mind, again I'll find
The next compromise
The next truce (trust?) inside
The next trust insane
One more safer line
The next wicked game
One more sigarette and I will be fine
Just a matter of choices
Choices, choices
Forced, suggested in the best case
Are we something else?
Don't we depend on the result we get in the end?
Don't we declair, don't we bear
Everyday the price of this,
Of this dependence
The price of this aknowledgement?
Choices, choices
Wish I knew how to drive the change
Taking control of this
Eternal twist of events
And tolerating and dominating
This timeless fear
Of being liable for our own fate
Standing here as a still life
With a whole moving universe inside
I just recognize
I got to pay this price
I can only write down this mess to anesthetize
This ambitious mind
In resigned slumbers
Why can't I give up?
I won't find this balance
There's still light inside
That's why I still believe
Just a matter, just a matter of
Choices, choices
Forced, suggested in the best case
Are we something else?
Don't we depend on the result we get in the end?
Don't we declair, don't we bear
Everyday the price of this
Of this dependence
The price of this aknowledgement?
Choices, choices
Wish I knew how to drive the change
Taking control of this
Eternal twist of events

And tolerating and dominating
This timeless fear
Of being liable for our own fate
The next truce (trust?) inside
The next trust insane
One more safer line
The next wicked game
The next truce (trust?) inside (in resigned slumbers)
The next trust insane (I won't find this balance)
One more safer line (one more safer line)
The next wicked game
Choose well which one counts more
Wasting love or losing free will
Outside the blinders of this fucking world
And face the truth of being depending on this bound
Just a matter of choices



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Writer(s): A Nameless Inertia
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