Unbreakable King

Living while I'm catching up the world cause I been late
I been living on a Sunday like it's 1998
I ain't ever feeling great, you just heard me demonstrate
I been living in a fantasy my mind would emulate
I been stuck inside this prison and I'm never getting out
Maybe I just need to find a different way or different route
Exit up there in the north, while I'm down here in the south
I just don't why I'm here, don't know what it's all about
You can tie me down, lock me up, keep me held
You can also torture me, till I'm never feeling well
Got me tied up to the pole, in the hole, can't escape
Tell me I should just give in, surface wasn't even scraped
I ain't ever giving in, you can keep me locked in here
I ain't ever gonna break, might as well just disappear
You ain't ever gonna break me, I will always persevere
Life is really feeling deeper in the southern hemisphere

I been on the low, and that's just feeling right
Get back to the flow, so I will be alright
You can never break me, I got everything
Getting back the throne, cause I'm the fucking king

Taking it step by step, I got to check em one by one
I just know my time to scurry through the prison just begun
I ain't finished till it's done, I ain't finished till I've won
I been blooming like a flower, I had done it with no sun
Get the fuck up out of here, never ever interrupt
Got to fix the mind, keep myself from getting too corrupt
Maybe I was put here cause my figure isn't ready
I been in here solving all my problems that been feeling heavy
You can feed me nothing but the negativity
But then I'll just find a way to turn to positivity
Using guidance from above, use my creativity
You can never ever break me while I'm in captivity
I'll just do what I would do, all in any given day
I will do whatever action that won't let me slip away
Do it and survive, living wild in disarray
Getting stronger every day, never falter right away

Don't you let 'em tell you what to think or what to do
Never ever let 'em set a limit on your field of view
Train of thought and line of sight are something that I get into
Never ever limit them into a single avenue
Keep on going, keep on fighting, never ever break
Never tell them anything, don't you let 'em give and take
Faith is what I need, it's a single building block
That will never make me quit, that will never make me talk
You can pull my teeth, breaks my legs, with a rock
You can also bring the plug, give 'em to me with a shock
This how it would really feel, when they hurt the mind
But by now, you just cannot break my fucking mastermind
While the hole is really deep, fall will kill you with its height
But the top is where I feel like one will get some real light
I been trying to leave the hole, but I'm living out of sight
You can never break me, I been blooming in the fucking night

Hello, who's there?
I was wondering if it's still you
You're still here listening?
Welcome to the hole
I'm glad you found me
I'm glad you're here
No one really ever comes by
What does this hole look like exactly?
Well, just take a look at the cover
Yup, that's me, laying down
Down deep in the hole
You see that next to me?
That's the ghost
The ghost of my imagination
The ghost represents how I dream of things
Or how I come up with these fantasies to replace these harsh realities
But I know they don't last forever, let alone exist
When I see the ghost, I see you
This is a problem that I've faced through most of my life
Mind games
I knew at some point throughout its course
I had to come face to face with it and attempt to defeat it
Battle it
Overcome it
In order to face it, I had to go where it lives
And that's why I'm down here in the hole
But then again, it feels like I've never really left
The hole and its walls represent the negativity of your mind
And how well it can trap you within
There's really no escape from it
The only thing I control is myself and how I react to these negative thoughts
Back then, I wasn't able to handle it well for the most part
And what's worse is that there was no else around me to get me outta here or tell me otherwise
I had to carry the load and fight this myself
The repetitiveness of this process got me tired real fast
It always gets me feeling down and then over and over
As I just lay there without learning from my mistakes
The negative thoughts really creep in whether you know it's there or not
It really takes control of you
No light comes down here since the skies are grey
Most of the time, it rains too
The water coming from above falls down the surface and then it slips until the edge
And when it gets to that edge
It hangs on for dear life as it fights to stay up but eventually falling down into the hole
They don't really call me the king no more
I've reached my three strikes and I never really learned my lesson
But now I feel like I have and I know I will not reach the fourth strike
Hah, no such thing, right?
I feel that it's real important to learn your lesson from all the mistakes you made
For me, I look back at my past so I can learn for my future
But when I look back, I try my hardest to not dwell on it but rather, learn from it
Learn from myself by going back through a time on the line
But then, I learn from mistakes and I start to feel confident
I feel confident, I adjust, and then I execute
But I'm still down here in this hole
These walls are controlling me, not letting me go elsewhere
My mind is saying no
But my heart is saying yes
Ultimately, I really have nowhere to go except stay down here
It feels like my heart is on my right shoulder and my mind is on my left shoulder
Go on do it now, never do it now
Go on do it now, never do it now
They always going back and forth
The rain's out
Let me make a fire
It's going cold down here
Down here, I have to find many different ways to make my own light
And my own warmth
Sometimes, all of this, it just gets too much for me
All these voices, you know?
I'm tired of hearing these two going at it
I just want some silence
How may I do that?
I cover my ears by going underwater
Submerge myself down in the water and then I don't hear a thing
Total silence and finally, some peace
This is where I get to clear my mind
This is where I'm able to let go of whatever's troubling me and move on
This is where I restore hope and restore my faith
Then I always hear him tell me, "don't you worry, your time will come"
I didn't believe it at first because it sounded too good to be true
But every time I hear it, the more I start to believe it
It's why I keep coming back
Even though there's many downsides to being trapped in this hole
There are also some upsides to it
But I'll save that for another time
It's getting late right now
The sun is about to come up
That's my time to sleep
But first, let me end with this thought
The mind can be serious at times and that's what it needs to grow
But it also needs some light in order to develop
These two go hand in hand and they both need to balanced
Can't have one more than the other
But what happens when something like a flower only receives darkness?
Will it ever grow?
Will it ever bloom?
One may not know, but may find out soon
What if I tell you that if you leave a flower on the bottom of a pit
Where it rarely gets sunlight
And then it grows to become a strong and beautiful flower over time
Will you believe me? Hello?
Are you still there?
Wait, no
Please don't leave
Wait! No! No! No! Please