The Great Depression

Sometimes you don't want to be in your head
That's why you're here
Well
Let's hope you can swim

I think in my head now I hear screaming
Lie awake in bed feel the tears streaming
I'm skipping the ho's they have no meaning
So I'm pimping my flows yeah I'm so fiending
And you see I came here to bedevil
And I see my name's up at the level
Where I'm thinking now finally it should be
Now I'm walking out hiding in this hoodie
And I feel so lazy also bed ridden
Acting so crazy whoa my head's spinning
Each and every day God I feel worse
Living life this way it's a real curse
Now look at the world it is all distorted
If you're having a girl run and go abort it
I have always been this weird oddball
I was born in sin it's my mom's fault
And I'm the result of having no condom
So listen adults you better go put on one
I have always had this strong ill will
That will kill and seal all the real deals
And I'm using the rest what is left of the rhymes
And my music will infest and be a test of the mind
And they say that rap music kills people
Just take a needle shove it in your pee hole
That's just a lie an insane rumor
You all must die of fucking brain tumors
And if you wanna see a catastrophe
I'm right over here you can ask for me

Welcome to the great depression and I can't escape this
I sit with a blank expression don't come after me cause I'm drowning
Using all my fate's aggression and I I just hate this
Now I have to face obsession everyone's better off without me
When will I ever be free held down by a rapist
I was blind but now I see I let down everyone around me
No

Yeah

I will sneak out in the night and prowl
Twist your neck around just like an owl
Or stab and puncture your left kidney
Because I make sure that you don't forget me
If you hear the sound of a low growl
You should turn around run and go now
And I tell you it's best not to feed the beast
My temperature's hot and I need release
So if I died and got to be deceased
And ended my life I would see peace
So where can I go to and get relief
There's no one I know to help end the grief
And nobody hears me when I speak
Or these intricacies okay and then I freak
And I try to keep my timing balanced
When I unleash all my rhyming talent
So listen close to every detail
Like a flowing ocean in a seashell
But no one does it gives me hell
Maybe because I need to derail
So I crash and burn then I pass away
But I'm not sure that I'll last the day
All the hope I had just flown the coup
Cause the life I have is now thrown in loop
So I sit and watch it now as it plummets
I'm too far gone I can't overcome it
And fear of death is something fools get
Living 80 years is fucking bullshit

Welcome to the great depression and I can't escape this
I sit with a blank expression don't come after me cause I'm drowning
Using all my fate's aggression and I I just hate this
Now I have to face obsession everyone's better off without me
When will I ever be free held down by a rapist
I was blind but now I see I let down everyone around me
No

Yeah

I can't escape from my own hell
And can't even trust those I know well
I know it appears that I'm so swell
But every new year my soul grows frail
And I'm too ashamed to play show and tell
And it's safe to say I know I failed
Everyday in the game that we call life
And can say that I won't be all right
Deep down inside I am so ugly
You're out your mind if you want to fuck me
And I don't even know what love is
There's too many ho's to let one in
So this needy orphan walks alone
And the heat is scorching where is my home
I'm in atrophy I see my doom
I'm mad at me now you see my gloom
Can't hear blasphemy up in my cacoon
And just one hit then I'm in motion
And I won't quit this line's my emotion
I don't give a shit my life was chosen
What did you pick your timeline's frozen
It gets frantic with my eyes open
Living with this mind's like an ocean
It will not sit my rhymes keep flowing
So I persist and try to stay floating
And spit verses that'll keep going
And how I do it is unlike some
Oh now you're ruined fuck it I'm done

Welcome to the great depression and I can't escape this
I sit with a blank expression don't come after me cause I'm drowning
Using all my fate's aggression and I I just hate this
Now I have to face obsession everyone's better off without me
When will I ever be free held down by a rapist
I was blind but now I see I let down everyone around me
No
Welcome to the great depression and I can't escape this
I sit with a blank expression don't come after me cause I'm drowning
Using all my fate's aggression and I I just hate this
Now I have to face obsession everyone's better off without me
When will I ever be free held down by a rapist