Tired of This Life

There comes a time within everyone's life
When you realize there's nothing in this world that can truly make you happy
No matter how much you want it

I have to be my mother's son I want me another one
When you're around it's bothersome never say my father's dumb
Cancer you're a fucking bitch you killed him in month 6
And I thank God that his pain's gone
But I'm still forever asking why my pain is everlasting
I'm just so I'm so empty no one wants to be with me
I'm so alone in these streets I guess it is meant to be
I'm living life in fantasy and want to die but that's just me
I see my skin and that must be the reason why there's doubt in me
Thinking about oh how I dream make way I'm about to scream
I can't fly free new land I seek to plant my seed I plan to lead
I'm tired of this life of mine and I don't like the 9 to 5
And I don't need a wife in time I'm thinking that she don't exist
I close my eyes and won't persist and no one ever understands
They make me a dumber man losing all my will to live
Go ahead and kill me kid
It's hard to live through torment and it was you who formed this
I just ignore when you give me 2 more cents
Already torn and bent fully stripped worn and spent
I just set the bar low for tomorrow

I'm tired of this life
So I stay asleep
Tired of this life
You will never see
Tired of this life
It will never cease
Everytime I try to leave it pulls me down and laughs at me
I'm tired of the strife
I beg and I plead
Tired of the fights
I bruise and I bleed
Tired of my rights
Taken from me
I'm tired of this life
I'm tired of this life

Just like you my days suck too
And look at these girls and say fuck you
They just want to change your head
You should masturbate instead
I make one more clever phrase but still look for better days
They just get worse by the hour I just don't know why we cower
Behind all the pain we cause you'll feel as it eats and gnaws
With feet and claws you're beaten and mauled and can't defeat the brawl
Retreat and crawl in a hole to weep and ball and it's not just
The weak that fall so rise up like a tree stands tall
Right now it's just me and y'all recognize and see my flaws
Now I fly the other way my sky is still colored gray
I am like so bold and vivid my life is so cold and frigid
Can't get rid of the ball and chain nothing's all I gain
We have to fight the fate fix the united states
Still a misguided place heal the divided race
I'm whiter than baking soda yes sir I am taking over
Why do labels hire slackers I can blow like fire crackers
So you got a record deal but they forgot to check your skills

I'm tired of this life
So I stay asleep
Tired of this life
You will never see
Tired of this life
It will never cease
Everytime I try to leave it pulls me down and laughs at me
I'm tired of the strife
I beg and I plead
Tired of the fights
I bruise and I bleed
Tired of my rights
Taken from me
I'm tired of this life
I'm tired of this life

I want to molest this beat this is like my ecs my ecstacy
I'm always real with no lies but you still criticize
You want me to feel like shit inside I forgive you it's alright
Cause you cannot spit this like me so go and hit the pipe
You can throw a fit and gripe
I always get an attitude and that is rude
Me and you are opposites you are not an optimist
I'm intensely insane I've immensely been drained
Now get me a mountain dew before I blow out a fuse
All my sins have been forgiven life is no longer worth living
And I think that my spark has died in the light I'm dark as night
I can be real smart and bright killing every narc in sight
You want to start a fight
Every dog will bark at my presence because I'm a ghost
My friend I am not like most I will never leave my post
Until I know you'll decompose Then it's time for me to go
And take your girl but she's a little ho
I wish that this high was over God I wish that I was sober
I put down the dirty needle I know it will turn me feeble
My life is so broken now I'm about to throw in the towel
Help me now this man is breaking both hands are shaking

I'm tired of this life
So I stay asleep
Tired of this life
You will never see
Tired of this life
It will never cease
Everytime I try to leave it pulls me down and laughs at me
I'm tired of the strife
I beg and I plead
Tired of the fights
I bruise and I bleed
Tired of my rights
Taken from me
I'm tired of this life
I'm tired of this life
So I stay asleep
Tired of this life
You will never see
Tired of this life
It will never cease
Everytime I try to leave it pulls me down and laughs at me
I'm tired of the strife
I beg and I plead
Tired of the fights
I bruise and I bleed
Tired of my rights
Taken from me
I'm tired of this life
I'm tired of this life
I'm tired of this life



Credits
Writer(s): C.o.d.
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