Honey

I don't know what his fucking deal is
It's not like I'm the only one who has secrets
What happened in high school wasn't true
But the better man will always come down to you

There's a distance and I know we both made it
And if I'm not home then it makes it easier to take it
So I find myself taking long walks to the store
And i hope for my sake that you still lock the doors

And I know it's hard when you're the only one left trying
And I know it's hard when i can't seem to stop lying
You know life get's worse when you turn 21
Especially when you're not out having fun

I want to paint the walls a different color
And I want to do something about my stutter
And I want to call the cops when you get home
But I want to hold you close when i'm alone

And i know it's bad i know i'm worthless
I know my phone is out of service
I don't want to feel that buzzing every night
I don't wanna get home to another fight

And i hope this helps me to stop complaining
The suns still there even if its raining
Like when you leave your car keys by the door
Like when i know you won't be home till 4