April Said

She arrives in the new city
With his picture in one hand
And some ciggies in the other
She's been searching for so long
But now she's finally looking
At the sea

'Hey, darling
Where have you been
Where are you going?'
I said I don't know
Where I'm going now

But I can see she's kind of thoughtful
Perhaps she might be because I am too
And I know it's been so long now
But I'm glad that I can finally see you
I was walking by the sea
With one picture but no memories
And now she frowns at everything she sees
She's been staring at that ceiling for days, for days

She says
'What are you up to?
How do you feel?
What are you chasing?
What is your dream?'
And I just don't know now
I just don't know
I just don't know now
I just don't know

She thinks she might maybe speak her mind
But she's feeling really good just in her head
And she doesn't want to be misunderstood
Cause she loves it when the people just don't care

She still visits me from time to time
But I always let her wait outside my house
Cause whenever she comes in she always cries
And I'm the only one that hears sometimes
And anytime the people run away
I will find myself in April, it's okay, it's okay
But she never lets me know how I can make it last forever
So I'm living with the fear that she's not there

And sometimes it does hurt a little
But sometimes we just smile
Smile and turn away and make it right
Always get your thoughts under control
Before you go out there as messy as you are

She said 'Will I ever die inside of you?'
And I never knew exactly how to be
So told her not to worry and she always says 'okay'
It's so easy when I'm her and she is me

We sometimes walk through rainy parks
I never get enough of her
And I feel comfortable, cause she can never be mine
I get lost in her voice
As she transforms into minutes of myself
And the minutes turn to hours
Yet I'm still me from time to time
When she turns away to hide the smile
I'm also always smiling
But we're never seeing each other in the mirrors of our eyes
Of our eyes
And then she flies

And when she flies, she's leaving
But she's always turning back
When she gets tired of the clouds
And she comes here to shut my eyes
And tell me stories
Of the ones she's never dared to leave behind



Credits
Writer(s): Alexandru Panait
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