Falling Collective

I threw my joint towards the trash can and remembered your kiss
Never made more than two mistakes in a row
But I missed the trash can
Now I'm done for real

All of a sudden I can clearly see these things in my head
All of these people live to die and now I'm one of them
And now we look so obsessed with ourselves
It's a family reunion

And in the woods nearby a crow's sung a melody
And it seemed like it was for me
But that I'll never really understand
What it meant or what I meant
What I am and what I'm not
And everything that's in between

We are no longer friends 'cause of the course of time
We are required to face this just 'cause this is life
And we divide in teams
It's like a fucking anime

And it is rational to quit and hope for something new
Though it never ever seems like this is what we do
We're always looking back 'cause it gets worse and worse
And no one tells you why more and more curtains close
And you can't tell anyone 'cause this is only yours
And all you see is now and all you had is lost
I wonder what I will be, I wonder where do we go
But it's so sad that I'm falling
Falling
Falling
I'm falling