The Great Flu

I'm a human
A human
I can move
I can talk
I'm conscious
Yeah that's got to be it
I'm conscious
I can see the things around me
I can process what's happening
Most of the time
But I might be dead inside
And I've been thinking about this
They make us do all these things when we grow up
I've gotta feed myself
Dress myself accordingly
If it rains I have to remember to take an umbrella
But sometimes I forget how to do that
I haven't ate something warm in days
All I can afford is crap from vending machines
Man
I've got a huge hole in my right shoe
And when it rains my whole foot gets soaking wet
I can't afford new shoes
Money
We need money
I've got a shitty job and I'm underpaid
And it's one of those which allow you to not go if you don't want to go
But I've been staying at home for weeks now
Shit I'm broke now
But I don't wanna go back to how it is not having a job
I live on campus
My room is full of rubbish
Layers and layers of rubbish
And I'm dirty as well
I don't have any friends so why would I care if I smell like shit
I'm talking to myself all the time
Even now as I'm recording this song
It's just me talking in this song
What now I'm making shitty music as well?
Fuck man
People will probably say I should get some help with this mess
But they don't help you for free my friends
And I've got so many things on my mind you know
Sometimes I'm even suicidal
How am I supposed to go to my shitty job when I'm suicidal
Fuck man
And on top of this I miss you
I miss you so much
And man this homesick thing comes in waves
It comes in waves
And you never know when it's gonna hit you
You probably don't even think about me anymore
We broke up cause I had to move
Man that was really bad
Hey if you ever see my record on a shelf somewhere
Please buy it
Show it to your friends
I need people
Mum if you ever hear this on the radio
If you ever hear this on the radio give me a call
I miss you
Anyways here's the shitty solo at the end