The Life We Live

A song for my exes, all my thank you, next's
A song for my best friend, he living out in Texas
Conversation with the mic, explain why I'm so reckless
Throwing money at stupid shit, like shawty's diamond necklace
Let me bust you down shawty, there's no reason to trip
If I got us and God got me, then we can't even slip
I never lose composure, that's why your parents scared of me
Sup fucker I'm marrying your daughter, now me and you family
Aye, yeah I like the sound of that
With your princess in my mansion, while my pockets getting fat
Yeah I'm a dog person, so no bitch don't want your cat
Roll out of bed at 1PM, I'm feeling like a rat (Woah)
Aye, yeah I'm on my Cordae vibes
I mean after that party it was the time of our lives, girl
Yeah, I'm eating breakfast in bed
If my pastor wasn't listening so much more would be said
Aye, Yeah real ones know what I mean
I'm talking all my shit right and I just turned sixteen
It doesn't even matter if you ain't bout love and peace
Ain't talking Martin Luther, but God know I got a dream
You know what my dream is? Let me say it out loud
Want you to listen real close at the back of the crowd
I want to stop all the dying, yeah I wanna save lives
If I ever get shot, I'll make em look me in the eyes
I could never let go, feel like the one where nana dies
Drenched the fire out cold, just like me, came back to rise
I'm on FaceTime with Audrey, broken hearts tend to cry
Just got back from a party, mama's drunk and daddy's high (Woah)
This the life I think we live, where I get backstabbed then forgive
Everyone who did me wrong, forgive them lord, this is my song
When I can't die, too late at night, sis locks up bro, my parents fight
With everything I saw tonight, My savior shall remain my light
That's crazy news for me to hear, white noise going tween my ears
These thots just want me for my fame, crazy thoughts driving me insane
Ain't gone to bed not once this year, without me living with that fear
Wake up at night and I can't breathe, I think that I'm just scared of me
Woah, yeah, I don't like the thought
Of a son telling his parents, that he wants them to fuck off
That's pure disrespect, you've got no intellect
Fuck the bridges you made, what bout the bridges you recked
You don't want handouts well they was there from day one
They stayed faithful to you, when you turnt around to run
Run away from the case, you don't have to testify
But if he ends up getting life, don't you dare go asking why
This the stuff that's on my mind, don't want the time to hit my slime
Screaming out free Luh Marion, he'll be back in due time
Just cuz you done something stupid, don't mean I cut you off
If one of you ain't sinned, then be the first to throw a rock
Yeah, rest in peace my best friends mama
She ain't even turn fifty, seizure, that's a lot of trauma
Damn, thoughts and prayers out to my brother
He been there since day one, can't say that bout many others

Yeah I love you bro, stay strong