On the Other Side

How did I stumble back to where I was running from
After all the pills, and the therapists, I thought that I was done
But I'm back, and I'm through with it, things aren't as they appear
If you need me, I'll be on the other side, far far from here
Don't try and save me, from my self-made ocean
I don't need to be rescued, the water drowns out the emotion
So yeah I'm sinking yeah I'm falling, I'm letting myself go
Yeah I'm sinking yeah I'm falling, but that's a problem for tomorrow

Thirteen, 8th grade year
Saw ya just once n my eyes started to tear
Because, I knew, the future that we had
But I didn't know that the ending was so bad baby
I know that what I said was wack
And it's crazy to ask for you to take me back
I wanna know, did it really hurt that bad
I almost slit my wrists, with myself I got so mad baby
I know, I really messed up
But when I left you it's like you didn't give a fuck
Started talking shit and telling my friends lies
Ruined my reputation, didn't use you for your thighs
Nah I, fell numb, a victim to myself
Then I'm waking up to an all caps "go to hell"
Like a year later, and now I'm getting paid
Hear you talking shit, damn I feel betrayed
I thought we had closure, remember that long text
I thought that we were over, I was like thank you, next
Now I remember why, I left you it's so clear
You said my way or the high way, and I left you in the rear
Now maybe that's not fair, and maybe that was wrong
Rapping about my exes, damn feel like Big Sean
I was single again, then I got treated right
Difference between you two, damn it's like day and night
There's no worse feeling than knowing you tried your best
And you still weren't enough, still got that pain inside your chest
I know I did you dirty, but now you done the same to me
When I left you girl, I felt alone, yet so free
Now all your friends, are steady talking shit
Speaking like I used you, like I'm Blood and you a Crip
This never would've happened, fuck October 17th
Maybe I left you girl, but you the one who hurt me

I'm back, and I'm through with it, things aren't as they appear
If you need me, I'll be on the other side, far far from here
Don't try and save me, from my self-made ocean
I don't need to be rescued, the water drowns out the emotion
So yeah I'm sinking yeah I'm falling, I'm letting myself go
Yeah I'm sinking yeah I'm falling, but that's a problem for tomorrow



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Writer(s): Liza Hopkins
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