Trepidation

With sudden panic I recall the dire state of others
My trepidation at the reckoning
A fear that I keep hidden underneath the surface
Under my lazy Christianity
For on the day of Sunrise, will I stand all alone?
Or can I scrape a meager offering?
I feel the pressure building – "I am responsible"
Who can I drag next, kicking, screaming?

God's a big boy – He can handle
All unbelief, all our scandal
When all we know passes away
He will gather all, will gather all

I am blocked by people moving on, by all the changing weather
By that the regular is comforting
How can I plead the choices – to activate the hole
To always pray to gather kindling?
Does God not see panic? Surely I am not alone
There must be others out there struggling!
I feel the pressure mounting – who is responsible?!
The halls of men could soon be emptying

Wait for a world that cannot be
The plan to separate all things
Is it what we did?
Is all-love hindered?
I must trust that in the end I'll see
But – am I free?



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Writer(s): Kerry Logan
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