Fake Love Vs Real

Imma savage yea that's what they call me
They say that I be on some other shit like it's all me
Like they don't remember all the hurt that they caused me
Like they wasn't giving fake love and now imma fraud please
I remember all the times I put my shit to the side
Help them figure out they problems
Ain't give a fuck about mine
Right or wrong didn't matter I swallowed my pride
I kept it pushing took the L's by myself I still cried
Broke days tryna get up a check I couldn't get no hand outs
Asking for help felt like disrespect
Not to them but for me like how the fuck ya'll don't see
It's a disappointment and a let down to me
But I expected them to care I guess way too much
Fake love made me tough but it still fucked me up
Had me feeling like the real in me just wasn't enough
Now I'm dishing out my pain like I just don't give a fuck
I turned my focus to these streets it was a blessing and a curse
I'm on the hunt for acceptance only made the shit worse
I regret all the times I neglected myself
I said fuck what I felt went hard for everyone else
Like I forgot my self worth or what I want didn't matter
I put y'all first in my life all my needs they came after
Now I'm chasing a dream and I gotta start from disaster
Cause I'm broken as fuck my faith in love is just shattered

Alone in my mind alone all the time
Alone waiting for that last goodbye

On some real shit now it's all about me
Cause I don't need no fake love and I'm my own team
I'm gonna move for myself Fulfill my own dreams
Imma make it to the top cause imma strong queen
Don't wanna hear I switched up
Like y'all don't know where it came from
Oh you didn't play a part I know that's part of your fake love
Fuck a friend y'all just fraud
I guess it runs in y'all blood but I'm on another wave
Think of myself when I show love it's better this way
Now I won't catch a case cause I can feel fake come off you
When you stand in my face
Rather keep from around you stay in my own space
The frauds don't know what to do when it's real in the place
Fake love vs real I held you down when I shouldn't
Fake love vs real I held it down when you wouldn't
When you needed me I always held it down when you couldn't
I always kept it a bean wit you
Never lied when I could've
I put my trust in a bitch and she betrayed me
I put my trust in my ex and he played me
Now to just trust anybody that just ain't me
And now y'all looking at me like I'm crazy
But truth be told y'all really started this shit
Cause I was genuine first that's the part I don't get
Now y'all pointing ya'll fingers like i'm the one in the wrong
When you never gave me real love you was a fraud all along

Alone in my mind alone all the time
Alone waiting for that last goodbye
Alone in my mind alone all the time
Alone waiting for that last goodbye