Rain I

I heard you get up
In the middle of the night
I've been laying here restless too
You walked up to the window
Listened to the rain
And then started crying
To let out the pain
I should've said something nice
But it would've broken the sound
Or maybe I'm taking the easy way out
So that I don't have to live
With your thoughts on my mind

I've been standing here
But why can't he see
That I've been waiting for him
To come up next to me
I tried to stay something
But the air got in the way
So I turned to the outside
Watched all the raindrops
If he wasn't there
I think my heart would've stopped
All this rain, all the pain, what's to gain
In a world so dark

I looked into your face
As you looked back into mine
I watched all the timelines
As they fled to the sky
How could fate be so cruel
To make us end up like this
I got up and smiled
But you couldn't see
It was already too late
You were ready to leave
And nothing I could do could stand

Until then I'll sit on the rug by the phone (Goodbye)
But it doesn't mean much at all (I don't want to let go)
It's just time and numbers and boxes of things (Oh, no)
Of pictures and places, million dollar rings (I just can't stay here)
I can watch every sunset (You were never enough)
Forget every sunrise (I was always alone)
And everything else can just be a surprise (Don't want to leave you behind)
Until I finally realize that the past is gone (But it's all I can do)