i don't forget

I don't know how to say bye
Don't know how I could get by
Being without you I'd die
I need to get high
Tell me a lie
Tell me that we can be happy alright
I think about time, I think about us
I think about how its so damn dangerous
For you to be gone, effects on my heart
Won't be the first time it tears down apart
I need to be clear, I need you to know
I need you, I love you, I love you the most
I'll start to go crazy, I'll start seeing ghosts
Shadows of you in my bed, pictures of you in my head
I look in the mirror but you're there instead
I took a chance with you and now I'd die for it
Just to be with you, I'd walk miles for it
Just too see your face I would kill for it
And now, you're thinking of going away
Sure it, seems like I would be in pain
And I, show it like everyday
But deep down inside I know that you want it
I can't be the one to tell you to stop it
So I need to be clear, and I need you to know
The path that makes you happy is always the victor
Even when it means, I'm not in the picture
See I need you but I can't hold you down
Don't know what I'll be when you're not around
I find myself crying and I'm crying loud
Hands on my knees and my heads to the ground
I'm losing myself and my voice and my sound
And it hurts to see what we built get taken down
Now my heart's stuck in a lost and found
And its waiting to see if I'll come around
And I fight for it
But I don't know if I've got the life for it
Cause without you its hard to maintain
Thoughts turn to feelings and feelings to pain
Its got me in chains, I'm tied to the ground
Losing the hope of you coming around
Imagining sounds, the words that you said
The message I sent you is still left on read
Our connection is dead, I don't feel a thing
Yet I'm still waiting to hear my phone ring
Still wanting to hear the nice sound of your voice
Telling me that I can still have a choice
We can still have it all back
I can still love you like that