Bitter End

I'm tired of wearing a masking
Just to hide away from death
He's gonna find me anyway
There's no solution to this test
Change the body, set the mood
Just a matter of time, till I hurt you too

I'm too fucked up for my good I'll take the drugs to go
It's my little secret and I'll never let you know
I'm taking myself to an early grave
It never mattered anyway

(Let me speak what's on my mind)

It's all in my head, I think I'd be better off dead
Nothing ever makes sense, I will never be convinced
I just want to make pretend, that you'll be with me till the end
Say I do, so I can bury you, too

If I can't feel anything then why do I feel so numb?
I feel myself drowning but at least I'm not the only one

I'm dragging you down with me
Do I drive you fucking insane?
Go and call me inhumane
I've got nothing left to gain

It's all in my head, I think I'd be better off dead
Nothing ever makes sense, I will never be convinced
I just want to make pretend, that you'll be with me till the end
Say I do, so I can bury you, too