Toxic

I don't believe a word you say, you don't love me anymore
Stop sparing my feelings cause I never spared yours
Well you got out just in time, I gave you nothing but empty lines
But they fell on good intent, hateful words that I never meant
I didn't mean to break your heart

Now it seems you murdered any thought of me
You're strong on your own, stronger alone
You realized that when our love died
I wasn't the man that you romanticized

I was so toxic
I don't deserve an ounce of your time
And the worst part of all is I was blind to it all
God, take me back, I'd take back all those times

The more I tried to apologized, the more I turned into the bad guy
And now I'm terrified, yo're with another guy
I hope he treats you better than I

Cause I act out on emotion, most of which went unspoken
But I still keep all my promises, like I'll never try to self-harm again
I still ripped apart your already aching heart
And I'm not any good at sewing
I didn't mean to be so manipulative, How do I get so controlling?

I was so toxic
I don't deserve an ounce of your time
And the worst part of all is I was blind to it all
God, take me back, I'd take back all those times

Now we pass each other on the streets like strangers
I'll look from a far cause you still look like an angel

And I hope this song reaches your ears
A last attempt from a beggar who thought he had his shit together
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, just please come back to me
And I promise you I'll be the man that I meant to be