Friend in My Head

I've been in a nasty state of mind
Walls are closing in and I'm running out of time
I can't keep this locked away. I can't save myself
I can't follow you into that grave, cause that is a grave that you dug for yourself

Tell me I'm not as bad as they make me to be
Tell me I'll never be the things they see

I don't want to go to Heaven if it means I loose the right to think for me
I will never bow to a God, and I will never beg for mercy

They say to pray all your troubles away
But when I found the gates of Heaven all I found were forgotten ruins
I found my way when I lost direction and learned to live with this infection
I lost my mind, but that's just fine.
Life's much better with the friend in my head

I heard it all before and I think it's plain to see
Spit your words of wisdom but your's never who you claim to be
So if your god sends me to hell it only means he gave up on me
How dare he do this to me, I'll be damned if I accept his mercy

I don't want to go to Heaven if it means I loose the right to think for me
I would rather go straight to Hell than live in Heaven's prison cell

They say to pray all your troubles away
But when I found the gates of Heaven all I found were forgotten ruins
I found my way when I lost direction and learned to live with this infection
I lost my mind, but that's just fine.
Life's much better with the friend in my head

I won't die your slave
I won't die being your slave
I won't die in your grave

I found my way when I lost direction and learned to live with this infection
I lost my mind, but that's just fine.
Life's much better with the friend in my head