Hope You're Well

Surfing through my memories, I stumble upon you
What once was skies of vivid sun are now just days of gloom
Our bond was strong for many years but now is just remains
The love you had runs freezing cold, pure ice beneath my veins
There's traces of you everywhere, surrounded by your ghost
Everybody changes, I'm the one who's changed the most
The grow apart was gradual but hit me like a brick
I'd rather take a bullet cuz it hurts much less than this
You were a friend, like blood, but now you're just a stranger
I had to cut our cord cuz I was putting you in danger
In the deepest sleep I hear whispers of your name
All the love you had from me now lies within a frame
Flashbacks are so evil cuz it feels like I'm still there
I want to patch the hole but this is broken past repair
I wish you could come back but I must keep you far away
I hope you understand the reasons why I left some day

People grow apart, that's normal, happens all the time
Not every relationship will age like top shelf wine
I've spent too many months fighting hard to just defend
But now I raise the flag, I'm ready for this war to end

When I broke the bond just know that I did it with love
I swear to every single god that lingers up above
I know this cannot be undone, but this is from my chest
I'm sorry for this ending but I wish you all the best
I can't be in your future it would cause more harm than good
I think this being over's healthy, playing as it should
This song will close the photobook and I hope I won't dwell
I hope that you are happy now, I truly hope you're well

Growth is part of life, this comes as no surprise
But I wish the growth didn't end based on my lies
Towards the end I wore a mask, that could be why you left
But taking up your time would make me feel a type of theft
I look back at the years together and I start to smile
The happy times we spent together sitting in a pile
I miss all of our talks and walks that ran into the night
But there was something there that I was not ready to fight
Denied every sound of evil that I had carried
I did not want to to deal with all my harsh realities
So I lashed out and said some shit I would take back
You were there for the beginning, there for the first crack
Once distance become physical, I should have seen it then
I should have known that it was ending just not knowing when
I could go for hours with mistakes and my regrets
But in the end, I'm sorry, there's no moment I'll forget

People grow apart, that's normal, happens all the time
Not every relationship will age like top shelf wine
I've spent too many months fighting hard to just defend
But now I raise the flag, I'm ready for this war to end

When I broke the bond just know that I did it with love
I swear to every single god that lingers up above
I know this cannot be undone, but this is from my chest
I'm sorry for this ending but I wish you all the best
I can't be in your future it would cause more harm than good
I think this being over's healthy, playing as it should
This song will close the photobook and I hope I won't dwell
I hope that you are happy now, I truly hope you're well

Every person I once cared about is slowly moving on
I need to be okay with everybody being gone
You can fixate on a moment, but you can't go back
I need to let them go on and ride along their own tracks
To chase a train departed just will take away my breath
Not a single person is around from birth to death
These words my way of finding types of comfort and release
I'm hoping when i close this book it will bring me some peace