Letter from the Past

I'm always in a nightmare
Even when I'm not sleeping
I just need to stop thinking
The only way to stop is to expire

I drop some pieces of my life
The past I don't want to remember
No I don't want to remember (remember)
It's so cold and dark here, like a crow in a winter night
The old tracks in the snow are changing to nothing

I'm always in a nightmare
Even when I'm not sleeping
I just need to stop thinking
The only way to stop is to expire

I think I'm crazy,
Get me out of my head
Take off my mind, unscrew my neck
I can't support to think anymore

I think I'm crazy,
Get me out of my head
Take off my mind, unscrew my neck
I can't support to think anymore

A tear rolls down my cheek, my heart drowns in my sorrow
Sadness invades my heart and I fear it may never end
Change the world is the only way to
burst my brain and rip off my heart

But suddenly a glimmer of hope lights up my eyes
The wind blows off the clouds and the
sun and starts to shine again and again
A boat is trying to rescue my heart from this sea of sorrow
The storm is over
Time starts again and life goes on

I drop some pieces of my life
The past, I don't want to remember
No, I don't want to remember (remember)
It's so cold and dark here, like a crow in a winter night
The old tracks in the snow are changing to nothing

I'm always in a nightmare
Even when I'm not sleeping
I just need to stop thinking
The only way to stop is to expire

I'm always in a nightmare
Even when I'm not sleeping
I just need to stop thinking
The only way to stop is to expire
It's the only way to stop

All of my thought congeal my body from ears to toes
A clown hangs up in a day-care center
His lips ripped out, smiling without a tooth
Preventing me from sleeping

I'm drowning in my nightmare
I'm dying on a wave of fear
I need a ship to float
I need water wings