Trapped in My Mind

Seasons they change for a reason
Cold blood I will become
This time I will not be the same as before
I've got my new weapon
Anger and violence are now my friends
They tell me to scream, they tell me to fight
With all this power I will fight
Again and again and again

I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same

I'm splitting my mind in two halves that I'll need to confront someday
It will be the greatest challenge in history

I can see this darkest sky
This illusion I've made for me was perfect this time
I couldn't believe the things I said to me
Just the thought of losing my mind
Was too much for me
It's the end of my world, just let it go

Sadness and pain
Getting over me
Try to pretend
That I am still okay
Behind the mask
I hide the truth
Sunshine and flowers
Rainbow over me
And when the rain Will fall
Hit me like a bomb
And i'll be caught
Into a storm

I'm running in circle
Just to hold the rage
Pressure on my troath
Push me on the ground
I try to speak
But I can't make a sound
I'm running in circle
Just to hold the rage

I'm running in circle
Just to hold the rage
Pressure on my troath
Push me on the ground
I'm running in circle
Just to hold the rage
I try to speak
But I can't make a sound