Dear Past

(Cuz the past will take you)

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Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past

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Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past
Dear past

Dear past you're probably wondering why I'm writing to you
Dear past I don't how long I've been fighting with you
Dear past I just want you to know the right thing to do
All the things that you will learn in time the underlying issues
Dear past why ain't your stupid ass up in your class?
Why do you keep skipping out just to go smoke some grass?
Why you put all of your focus in chasing the ass?
Searching for the answers to your problems at bottom of glass
Dear past why you always gotta be fucking drunk?
Dear past do you know the dangers of using drugs?
Dear past now your an addict now who would of thunk?
One is too many a thousand is never enough
Dear past why you keep fighting with your fucking girl?
Do you remember that one night incident occurred?
You fought all the way fucking home you were drunker than black
You said "look at what you made me do"
After back hand impact

Those words still ring in my ears I hope you know I'm sorry
I've been working really hard to change up my own story
But you know the saying let bygones be bygones
I hope everybody can forgive me when I go die on
All the things I did over the years I'm really sorry
I've been working really hard to discover my glory
But you know the saying let bygones be bygones
I hope everybody can forgive me when I go die on

Yeah right, you fucking piece of shit, you don't deserve forgiveness
So just keep blaming your short comings on my condition
Keep running back to the bottle to saturate your vision
And claim that you be trying hard to quit when you know your sinking
Have another toke
Have another drink
Yeah, yeah
Have another line
You know that you'll be fine
Yeah, yeah
Pop another pill
You got feelings to kill
Keep suppressing your emotions with that artificial frill
Sterilize your soul inside a couple pools of liquor
Kill it quicker
Pull down your zipper
And fuck yourself
Cuz theres only one destination you going and it's hell
Cuz the only motherfucker you care about is yourself
Take my lessons in my discretion, I might as well
Get to stepping, but I've been stressing, I need some help
A fifty percent fuck up and a fifty percent perfectionist
But lately I can't tell which one is which or what the question is

Those words still ring in my ears I hope you know I'm sorry
I've been working really hard to change up my own story
But you know the saying let bygones be bygones
I hope everybody can forgive me when I go die on
All the things I did over the years I'm really sorry
I've been working really hard to discover my glory
But you know the saying let bygones be bygones
I hope everybody can forgive me when I go die on

IIGHT KIDS WERE GONNA TALK ABOUT SAFE TRAVEL CONDITIONS

Trippy way to end the journey man

(Cuz the past will take you)
I saw you in my DREAMZ
I saw you
(Past will take you)
I called you in my sleep
I called you
(Past will take you)

I've been falling in loneliness I don't wanna show it
I've been crawling in hopelessness gotta get up off it
I've been drunk off the Hennessy smoking on the chronic

I've been calling and calling but nobody responding
All the drugs in my system I find it quite ironic
How I could feel this good but perception be demonic

I just miss him, I miss him, I just wanna go call him
Maybe if I overdose I'll be something platonic
Find him in the sky where his star be forever dawning

Maybe if I find him we could go and get to talking
Ask him all of the questions that I've been really longing
I've been so fucked up I don't know if I can recall it

(Cuz the past will take you)
I saw you in my DREAMZ
I saw you
(Past will take you)
I called you in my sleep
I called you
(Past will take you)

I just wanna ask him if I was a good big brother
Even though I never took the time to really bother
Even though when he hit me up I barley responded

Even though I was always too caught up with the homies
Why did I spend so much time with people that don't know me
All the proper relationships that I fucking squandered

Even though there was nothing that I had really taught him
All the fucking excuses that I always concocted
I just wish we could travel back to where it all started

Take my life and I offer it up to Holy Father
Take my sins and I drowned them down in the holy water
Take the gun in hand I promise I'll go out with honour
(Cuz the past will take you)
Everybody stuck in the past
Everybody gotta look back
Yeah
Everybody back been stabbed
Everybody hide in the mask
Yeah
Everybody hide in the black
Everybody hide in the mass
Tragedy and time we learn to laugh
Tragedy and time it never last

I saw you in my DREAMZ
I saw you
(Past will take you)
I called you in my sleep
I called you
(Past will take you)

I saw you hit concrete
I saw you

I saw you on I.V's
I'm sorry

And making new friends, a new friend is a new experience man
Yeah, new stories...
Ya know life...
Were on the verge of the rest of our lives man
Ha, on the verge of the rest of, how dose the fucking song go?
Top of the...
I'm on the verge of the rest of our lives
Yeah, something like that...
Or, out on the verge of the rest of our lives
Yeah, fuck man...
It's fucking beautiful

What would you do?