Control

I've been losing control and I can't figure out all my goals
I just can't seem to love myself when I be all alone
Time passing me by I forget what I used to know
Try to gain some traction but I keep hitting the floor
Losing control I try to do it all on my own
Life keeps going faster I just wanna take it slow
Wanna go outside my eyes be burning down the door
But I just can't decide because I be losing control

I've been losing control
Yeah
Running away from my goals
Yeah
More I try to take it slow the faster I seem to go
Yeah
I be ready to blow
Yeah
I be losing control
Yeah
Try so hard to hide that shit but sometimes I let it show
Yeah
I'm just tryin to grow
Yeah
Trying to let the shit go
Yeah
Trying to forget my past to find roads paved in gold
Yeah
Life's a bitch you know
Yeah
Travel to places unknown
Yeah
The greatest fear I ever had was losing my control

I've been losing control and I can't figure out all my goals
I just can't seem to love myself when I be all alone
Time passing me by I forget what I used to know
Try to gain some traction but I keep hitting the floor
Losing control I try to do it all on my own
Life keeps going faster I just wanna take it slow
Wanna go outside my eyes be burning down the door
But I just can't decide because I be losing control

I be loosing control
Yeah
Learning the shit as I go
Yeah
Ragging on my selfish pride but I can't let it go
Yeah
Why is it always so cold
Yeah
Wanna get out of the snow
Yeah
Wanna see them Cali shores put money in the drawer
Yeah
Wanna rest my dad a shore that I'll be something more
Yeah
Wanna buy my mom a Porsche and upgrade family porch
Yeah
Wanna create a sound that the world just can't ignore
But how the fuck can I do it when I'm out of my control
Yeah
I be losing control
Yeah
Fuck it you already know
Yeah
Feel the need to repeat myself too much this I know
Yeah
Burning out the chateau
Yeah
Trying to reach the plateau
Yeah
Striking cities with fire that feel like fifty below
Yeah
I'm petrified of visions I thought was a family ghost
It was strong enough to spark inspiration begin the flow
Emotion starting to grow that be wearing down on my soul
Hit the curb and swerve
Almost put Corolla on the roll

I've been losing control and I can't figure out all my goals
I just can't seem to love myself when I be all alone
Time passing me by I forget what I used to know
Try to gain some traction but I keep hitting the floor
Losing control I try to do it all on my own
Life keeps going faster I just wanna take it slow
Wanna go outside my eyes be burning down the door
But I just can't decide because I be losing control

I be losing control
Yeah
My insecurities show
Yeah
P.T.S.D, anxiety, depression, and feeling alone
Yeah
Try to get back in control
Yeah
Try to achieve all my goals
Yeah
I'll hit a higher value than diamonds laced up in gold
Yeah
Don't care what I gotta do I'll achieve something more
I'ma burn down this whole city till it's just a fucking hole
I'ma walk off in the sunset like no skin off of my nose
I promise to myself that I will regain my self controll



Credits
Writer(s): Zebadiah Hartung
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