Inspiration

I've been trying to find my inspiration
Trying to find a new location
Trying to find some new vibrations
To help create a brand new flava
I be trying to find my inspiration
Trying to find my motivation
Trying to find my dedication
To help me become the next sensation
Trying to find my inspiration
Trying to spin my realization
Try to inspire the next generation
Trying to send my message cross the nation

I'm saying it to every single one of you, you all gon' see
Through my weakness I will conquer you'll see how strong I can be
Your treason had left me bleeding, hemorrhaging up in the streets
Fuck what you did to me, you won't be nothing, you all gon' see

I've been trying to find my inspiration
Trying to hide in my isolation
Trying to find some new reverberations
To help me become my justification
Trying to find my inspiration
Trying to find the truth to creation
Trying to find some new information
Help me make lines through the miscommunication
Trying to find my inspiration
Trying hide my inner frustration
Trying to find some fresh education
To help me build up a stronger foundation
Trying to find my inspiration
Trying to find some admiration
Trying to find no limitations
To help me become your celebration

I'm singing it to every single one of you, you all gon' see
The devastation of loneliness and heart ache it can bring
Nobody bothered to help me up when I was on my knees
It was easy enough for you just to turn around and leave

Screaming fuck every single one of you, you all gon' see
In my absence I created a world, you won't believe
Nobody thought to ask how I was doing or check on me
The scarab lead me to my resurrection, you all gon' see

I've been trying to find my inspiration
Try to get high but no intoxication
Try to get by but my spirit is breaking
Help me become a form of declaration
Trying to find my inspiration
Anxiety high got my whole body shaking
Trying to find my respiration
To help me become a vocal invitation
Trying to find my inspiration
Try to resist my own temptations
Trying to fly from my alienation
Help me become tool in world domination
Stars in the sky watch the constellations
Words I can find through imagination
Tragedy dies but leaves devastation
I finally found, my inspiration...