music in my head
What am I doing
Sitting alone in this room for hours
Lost in thought playing my keyboard
I'm not really even a musician am I now?
I just hear music in my head
They're an embodiment of my soul
And I need to get them down before I go insane
Or maybe I'm already insane
The truth is I'm just sad all the time
Been like this for a while now
Sometimes I feel nothing at all
I often wonder what the meaning of life is
What is existence, what is consciousness
And is the absence of it really so terrible
What would oblivion feel like
I think it would feel great
The weather outside is gloomy
The rain is communicating my feelings
I smile in photos because I feel obliged to
I'm seeing all sorts of hues
Used to threaten to kill myself when I got angry
My parents thought I was an angsty kid just joking
Learned too many sinful things from tv
Mimicking what I was seeing in the movies
But I have always had something strange living deep inside
I don't feel alright
Every passing moment doesn't feel real
I'm at a standstill
Can you give me a hand and help me heal
Can I get a second chance at life
I wanna start over and do it right this time
My future is looking bleak
Losing hope I'm feeling weak
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
A routine is the only thing keeping me sane
I have a tendency to overthink about life it's just a game
Gotta get down everything I wanna say
In case it's the first and last album that I make
Sometimes I watch too many pornographic videos to fill up that void of human connection I so crave
I'm really a nasty piece of work it's probably best to stay away
I think rappers are modern philosophers
My soul must be corrupted by none other than Lucifer
Mac Miller said it best, the world don't give a fuck about your loneliness
All my heroes are gone so I don't know what else to do then just rest
And hope for the best I guess
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
So what are you waiting for
I asked you what are you waiting for
Pull the trigger and send me
To
Oblivion
Sitting alone in this room for hours
Lost in thought playing my keyboard
I'm not really even a musician am I now?
I just hear music in my head
They're an embodiment of my soul
And I need to get them down before I go insane
Or maybe I'm already insane
The truth is I'm just sad all the time
Been like this for a while now
Sometimes I feel nothing at all
I often wonder what the meaning of life is
What is existence, what is consciousness
And is the absence of it really so terrible
What would oblivion feel like
I think it would feel great
The weather outside is gloomy
The rain is communicating my feelings
I smile in photos because I feel obliged to
I'm seeing all sorts of hues
Used to threaten to kill myself when I got angry
My parents thought I was an angsty kid just joking
Learned too many sinful things from tv
Mimicking what I was seeing in the movies
But I have always had something strange living deep inside
I don't feel alright
Every passing moment doesn't feel real
I'm at a standstill
Can you give me a hand and help me heal
Can I get a second chance at life
I wanna start over and do it right this time
My future is looking bleak
Losing hope I'm feeling weak
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
A routine is the only thing keeping me sane
I have a tendency to overthink about life it's just a game
Gotta get down everything I wanna say
In case it's the first and last album that I make
Sometimes I watch too many pornographic videos to fill up that void of human connection I so crave
I'm really a nasty piece of work it's probably best to stay away
I think rappers are modern philosophers
My soul must be corrupted by none other than Lucifer
Mac Miller said it best, the world don't give a fuck about your loneliness
All my heroes are gone so I don't know what else to do then just rest
And hope for the best I guess
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
Wind chimes, water falls
I'm running in circles till I fall
I spend my nights lying awake
Wondering what would happen if I died today
So what are you waiting for
I asked you what are you waiting for
Pull the trigger and send me
To
Oblivion
Credits
Writer(s): Fang Yue Zhang
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