confession

This song is my confession
Lately feeling down has been my obsession
They say life is supposed to teach you some lessons
But all I got is suppressed aggression
Always feeling sad is this depression
I don't wanna admit I got a problem
Confession

Watching Friends and laughing to more than the laugh track
Drinking cough syrup to relax
I'll probably die young from an heart attack from all this stress I have
That's a fact
Train pulling in better step back
Gotta stop myself from jumping onto the tracks
I'm a deranged motherfucker with one too many death wish on a quest to get rich
These days are short and nights are long
I spend all my time writing sad songs
Running this never ending marathon I wonder when the finish line will come along
Been experiencing suicidal tendencies since I was a preteen
Life is a haze I can't face without my daily intake of caffeine
Am I human or just a machine
Used to wanna be a superhero but now I can't even save myself
I fantasize about death way too many times a day to be considered sane
These visions in my head keep me entertained
I got lots of friends but they're more like acquaintances
Please let me finish my sentences
You spend your weekends curled up on the couch watching TV
When you could be living your life but fuck reality
And happiness is something that can't be measured
Maybe they lied when they said it'll get better

This song is my confession
Lately feeling down has been my obsession
They say life is supposed to teach you some lessons
But all I got is suppressed aggression
Always feeling sad is this depression
I don't wanna admit I got a problem
Confession

Loneliness is now a norm it's not an option
I wonder if they love me or if its for their own conscience
The angels have flew away now there's no one watching me
Used to believe in God but now I'm not so sure of my sanity
Still I pray to him every night hoping I won't see the next sunrise
Got too many doubts they're keeping me confined
All my heroes have died so I guess it's also my time
Please plug me in the matrix and play out my fantasies
As I get older I realize Madara was right (Fuck you Naruto)
I mean what we think is real is what's perceived by our minds
How do you know we're not already in a simulation
Spending every waking hour hallucinating
The past haunts me like a broken record
Wonder if I'll ever get to see the bigger picture
Numb my pain as I go to sleep
And wake me up once we've reached my dreams

This song is my confession
Lately feeling down has been my obsession
They say life is supposed to teach you some lessons
But all I got is suppressed aggression
Always feeling sad is this depression
I don't wanna admit I got a problem
Confession



Credits
Writer(s): Fang Yue Zhang
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