White Void/Who I Am

Floating in this white ass room
I don't what I'm to do
I'm just sitting and begging and waiting for a sign
I'm through into the world
Well aware that I fucked up
Now I'm sitting in my thoughts
Thinking how to make it up
I hear some talking in the air
Then a mumble and a prayer
Look up and I see them their
Seems like He-man and a fairy
Speaking lightly and unwary
Then I see them sake their hands
Maybe then I got a chance
Then I teleport into a random world

Where the fuck am I going
I just look around the tunnel
Now I'm falling right through it
Is this heaven
Or am I going to space
I feel like Whis is by my side and on our way to King Kai's
And then I see it
Little kiddo being born
Who the fuck is that I ask and then I see it even more
Is this me
What the fuck I once was cute
Feel my body rush en route
Another image comes right through
It's on mute
There's no audio or color
I'm not really that much older but my parents look quite bolder
They be fighting
Father trying
Mother lying
I be crying
Why the fuck you show me this
Once again I go on flying
Then I paused
Stuck in utter awe
Remember this a voice so said
Yeah of course cause this shit hit
It be my sister in the hospital
One's just sleeping in the bed
The other's resting in a crib and then it hit me for a bit
Realized what this was about (Hey)
Why you bring me to these thoughts that I fought and I got around
(Hey Cesar)
Feel my tears run down my face
I don't wanna dream this now (Yo)
Now I'm floating in this tunnel not knowing my whereabouts
(Ya listening)
I just need some fucking room
Get the fuck outta my face (Cesar)
I am doing just fine
I just feel like a disgrace (Cesar)
I am feeling alright
I just feel like I'm misplaced(Cesar)
I'll make sure to write a couple letters and apologize just in case
(Cesar)
And then I hear him

Gotta listen up buddy
I've been tryna call your name for a tissue
You got me running
I've been tryna send a message to all the one's that above me
Got some front page headline news
And your the star in black and blue
I'm proud to say your going home
Got one last shot to prove it all
By loving and caring the very people who made who you are
See these pictures on the walls
The moments that you felt the fall
Your brain started a fucking brawl
You pushed and fought the darkest thoughts
And made it
You fucking made it
Can't just let it go like that
No can't let it go like that
Boy you made it
Yeah you made it
I'm gonna bring you back a couple days
Tell me son what do you say

Woke up in the morning
Thinking about a lil boo
Hold up
Didn't I just say that shit a couple songs ago
Woke up like a brand new man
Did I really time travel like damn
I be flying like I'm Marty
Fuck the party
I'm not sorry
Gotta study my craft and perfection it with all my drafts
You can go get trashed
Then go raise a glass
For when my song gets pulled on blast
At that point I say at last
Found a way to show myself
Found a way to show them who I am

Who I am yeah
Who I am yeah
Show the world off who I am
I can show them who I am
I can show them what the fuck I feel with all my thoughts
Where I rot
All my spots with all my dots
And take a shot to tie the know
Woooo



Credits
Writer(s): Cesar Aguilar
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