Ease My Troubled...

Admitted here under false pretenses, like my stability is off kilter
The pride of sanity may be an illusion is what I'd like to know myself

Can't they see I don't belong
Clearly other patients are wrong
What can I do to make this right
Honesty is the only light

As I deny the window to my soul has run dry with cobwebs littered black as coal
I do declare myself to be on the path of repair with these psychiatric evaluations hounding me

The notion begins to settle in that maybe I'm jacked up in all the ways they say
My values shift, perspective adjacent to an air of confidence never complacent everything perhaps adds up

Maybe I have not truly lived
Existing on the fence of life and death
I know I needed help all along
My stubbornness got the better of me

As I deny the window to my soul has run dry with cobwebs littered black as coal
I do declare myself to be on the path of repair with psychiatric evaluations hounding me

These meds may lift my spirits, but it is all a facade
Sedated, frustrated, I feel so God damned hated
I just don't want to be seen, this place is filled with my shame
I cannot believe that I let myself sink this low

As I deny the window to my soul has run dry with cobwebs littered black as coal
I do declare myself to be on the path of repair with these psychiatric evaluations hounding me



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Writer(s): Connor Burch
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