Conform to Nothing

I once dreamt of seeing a house set to a backdrop, oh so picturesque
A rustic view of our tradition and with her glance, I've already won

Now, I awake from what's so clearly staged as if I'd ever see myself engaged
In such idealistic lifetime cues condemned to fatalistic views

Push my luck here
I know I'll break before I bend, a pessimist until the end
And all I get, condescending talks of who I'll be outside this box

If everyone's content on calling me out be rest assured that I've had my doubts
At continuing this existence of stark betrayal of societal norms set: coffin and nail
Think this is what I want, you're so dead wrong. Count all of your blessings that I'll be gone

Break the bank on this one way trip to somewhere far is my only tip
Sick of this place and what its done to me. Just too docile as you can see

Send your letters to address unknown
Lessons I can only learn on my own

Just don't worry
I could tell a thousand lies about the story in my eyes
Written clear as day they sell, all these lights they overwhelm

If everyone's content on calling me out be rest assured that I've had my doubts
At continuing this existence of stark betrayal of societal norms set: coffin and nail
Think this is what I want, you're so dead wrong. Count all of your blessings that I'll be gone
I'll make quitting such a foreign word. One day you'll see it's not so absurd

It's not far now pull through this hellscape of my own making will not shake me
Convictions strong with perseverance towards a pure enlightenment