Control

I think too much and my brain doesn't hurt
My body does, it feels the weight of the world

I've been feeling tired, lost all the hours
And no strength to make it back to work

But I'm always remembered how I should be
The smiles, waves of joy I should release
But right now, I just see shades of grey

But we need to keep moving, right?
But we need to keep going, right?
Get on the flow
Pretending we have the control

But we need to keep grooving, right?
But we need to keep dancing, right?
Seeing how it goes
Pretending we have the control

I lay on my bed but I don't seem to rest
My mind is on, so are my fears and nightmares

It's irrational, it's all in my head
But it consumes me, I've never felt so scared

I'm losing control of my deepest feelings
But wait a minute, did I ever have it in first place?

But I'm always remembered how I should be
The smiles, waves of joy I should release
But right now, I just see shades of grey

But we need to keep moving, right?
But we need to keep going, right?
Get on the flow
Pretending we have the control

But we need to keep grooving, right?
But we need to keep dancing, right?
Seeing how it goes
Pretending we have the control

If you don't find the source
You'll never end the fire
You'll always be burned by the flames
Again and again

If I don't drop the act
I control all the wires
I won't be listening to them
Telling me something's wrong in my head

So let me take a break
Let me go away
Find a light place
Where I can finally breathe

Understand again
Who I really am
Who I call "my friend"
And discover who I'm willing to be

Reveal what's inside
Way into my mind
Complaining all times
Why am I feeling the need

To shout it out
Really loud
That's something's wrong
With my simple life

But we need to keep moving, right?
But we need to keep going, right?
Get on the flow
Pretending we have the control

But we need to keep grooving, right?
But we need to keep dancing, right?
Seeing how it goes
Pretending we have the control