Those Dayz

Spent my teens listening Odd Future Wolf Gang
I started to dream of big thangs
Cruising around the city in that mustang
Rapping they songs I knew all of they slang
Wanted all of they fame, wanted all they bling
Yo homie pass me some of that Domo strain
I should've start a band
I should've been in Brockhampton
But I think my sound only I understand
Still I want to form a faction
Who do I include in the equation
I guess whoever fuck with the vision
So I stay chasing and I stay dreaming
And I still be maintaining
My life despite breaking the light
I might make things right with a few
For now I'll finish my album back at Lakeview
I'm still battling the Rubik's cube
Still aligning a brains that's been skewed
Sometimes I really be in some type of mood
I don't think the music I make is any good
I feel like my message will be misunderstood
I got some unresolved petty feuds
And in my youth I acted in ways that was lewd
But is any of that news
When it was him who guided me on this path
I looked up to that fool
It's hard to admit that I was just his tool

After 5 years in Mexico it was time go home
But who would of known what I would be prone to
As I settled from a tiny town to a city full of confusion
Memories Yu-Gi-Oh, Super Mario with my cousin

Me and my fam was crashing at my aunt place
When you shown up and instantly I recognize your face
And as time went on, we moved to the same complex
Now that's when things start to get a lot more complex
I always wondered what was the reason
I started to see you more often but you wanted us to be alone
That's when you thought me words that would offend
Telling me story's about gangs and weapons
But it was OK because you were my best friend
I wanted to play Yu-Gi-Oh, some video games
You wanted to watch fight videos, said Lego Star Wars was really lame
I got some better ones at my home
And all you gotta do is ask your mom and
That was the beginning things took a turn when you started taking me swimming
How- was really into wrestling, you would wrestle me
Hassle me, to touch me in ways you wanted kept privately
After a while you just got too busy, just go to the pool with Deberly
I felt a little more comfortable when she hugged me
But later on understandably she would judge me, I took it too far I'm guilty
I wanted to do the same things me and her brother were doing
What the fuck was I doing
I guess I was searching for a similar feeling
Now I'm dealing with so many regrets
A feeling I will never forget
So fucking hard to accept
That summer was the first time I had sex
Except, I don't remember what happened
But everything came back to me when you wanted to be my Facebook friend