Narcolepsy with Cataplexy

well, if eating crow were fateful
then I guess I've had my plateful
I don't mean to sound so hateful
but what you put me through was painful
it's too grating to be grateful
but in a way I should be thankful
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

'cause if you hadn't treated me like shit
I wouldn't be writing so many songs like this
distilling pain with my greatest wit
keeping lists of words that rhyme with bitch
writing breakup songs like Taylor Swift
like I'm some sort of narcissist
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

so I guess I was just gullible
when I thought we were a good couple
it turns out that I'm untouchable
that makes me unfuckable
I don't care if you're uncomfortable
just found out that I'm unlovable
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

well, I know I have a tendency
of giving others all the best of me
but your logic is a fallacy
you can fuck your codependency
so what if losing you was the end of me?
how can too much love be a deficiency?
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

you said I need you and need is lack
I'm a sack of shit without the sack
but how could you just turn your back?
I'd follow your lead but you wiped your tracks
my heart is cold, my soul is black
I'm reduced to just screaming facts
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

so I guess I was just gullible
when I thought we were a good couple
it turns out that I'm untouchable
that makes me unfuckable
I don't care if you're uncomfortable
just found out that I'm unlovable
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

every flower needs both sun and rain
all pleasure must come from pain
delight and despair they start the same
this fact is driving me insane
you've given me enough grief to drive me to fame
I'll be thinking of you when I blow out my brains
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

well, it must be clear seen from above
success and pain go hand in glove
you create the Hell my songs come from
when I'm on the edge you give me a shove
if you won't be my supportive love
at least you'll be my Courtney Love
in a fucked up way I owe it all to you

so I guess I was just gullible
when I thought we were a good couple
it turns out that I'm untouchable
that makes me unfuckable
I don't care if you're uncomfortable
just found out that I'm unlovable
in a fucked up way I owe it all
in a fucked up way I owe it all
in a fucked up way I owe it all
to you



Credits
Writer(s): Philip Simondet
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