Prologue: You Don't Know Me

Ever since I was born, I wanted to die
And when the clouds are torn, I fall through the sky
And I bet when they fall, they all want to fly
But when I fall down, I know that it's time

Everyone tries to understand
Like I'm one of them
Like I'm just a man
But they're living in wonderland
And I can't come in and I can't commit
But one thing I can commit is the
Only sin that I feel within so
I think about bleeding out
Just sleep for now, just sleep forever

Oh, you want me to die
Welcome to the club
It's not like I cared enough, nah
No, not like you cared at all
My friends they watched me fall
And they watched me crawl, and
My own head's spinning now
Can't let it out, I wanna drown in
Drown in my darkness
You're heartless, I know this

So, how dare you ask me
To be happy when I can't be
No, I got them laughing
While I'm weeping inside my home
I watch them pretend just to
Feel good about themselves
While I just descend, I'm not decent
Do I deserve help?

How can I live my life when
I live my life thinking about death
So, I put on a smile, I put out the fire
So that we can pretend
They all look at me but
I look away 'cause my eyes are dead
But at least they got to see the cool dude
With the steadily declining mental health

You don't
Nah
You don't
You don't
You don't
You don't
You don't
You don't
Nah
You don't
You don't
You don't
You don't