Run Away From Myself

I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I

I run away another day
You know the pain
Always everything the same
Why does everybody always seem to like me?
But I can't even bare to try and look at what they see, nah

I don't wanna be the boy that's always in love but
Always hate myself every morning that I wake up
Don't know who to blame so I blame me
Look at what you've done
When I die I hope they forget me
Funeral, nobody come

I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I-

Ain't nobody know me
And I'm never gonna show em
I made some mistakes
Where I just wish I could erase the moment
Now I don't know where I'm going
Got a grudge that I've been holding
Only for myself and every single day
It keeps on growing

I've been going out of my mind
And I'm never slowing down
I'm captain of this ship and, baby
Hold on, we all going down
I wanna kill myself but I can't do it
At least not today
I don't know what I'm doing
So I turn around and run away

I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I-

I don't wanna fight
You can call me Gohan
I don't got the energy
For me to even go on
I realize what's wrong with me
But that don't make a difference
Lost the chance to love myself
I took it then I missed it

How can I love someone
Who does so much that I hate?
Man, I swear that me and darkness
We are bounded by a fate
So I tell my friends and family
Don't worry, I'm okay but
Every single word
I always say to them is fake so

I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I
I run away, I run away from myself
You know I-