Love Myself

Ain't nobody really know me
I just turned 24
Call me Kobe, miss you
I even hide from the homies
And I'm thinking I just need someone to hold me right now
I don't got a lot of friends but I got a lot of fans
Well I guess it ain't a lot but I just like to pretend
And I want it all to end even though it just began
If I told 'em how I really feel would they all understand?

Or would they unstan or would they stand by me
Never say goodbye I hate when they say hi to me
But not because of them, just because of my anxiety
I wish that I could show people the stupid shit inside of me
Cause I'm always feeling scared
There's a circus in my brain and I don't think that it's fair
Every time I open up my heart I fear it's gonna tear
And I'll be left alone again, my eyes filled up with tears

But I'm never gonna back down
Take a look at all my demons that I smack down, go away
Don't worry we gon' be okay
1, 2, 3 it'll be okay
Imma find a different path now
And I know that I can never go back now, no way
Don't worry we gon' be okay
1, 2, 3 it'll be okay

And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself yeah
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself (myself)
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself

Think about my life and I think I hate it
But it's so frustrating cause I'm the one who made it
So I don't feel like I deserve to be complaining
Even if the life I chose isn't my favorite
I think of all the people who say they look up to me
I wonder would they say that if they kept my company
Cause all these people they don't really know the real me
I think my music is the only way they feel me

So am I happy or not?
And would it change if I stop?
And threw away all I got?
This life is not what I thought
It's just the stupid anxiety
Even though you're all kind to me
But I think that I'm finding me
After years of just hiding me

I don't wanna wake up sad anymore
I wanna wake up and not know where I'm going
So I'm sorry everybody I just think I need a home
And for a little while that home is alone

But I'm never gonna back down
Take a look at all my demons that I smack down, go away
Don't worry we gon' be okay
1, 2, 3 it'll be okay
Imma find a different path now
And I know that I can never go back now, no way
Don't worry we gon' be okay
1, 2, 3 it'll be okay

And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself yeah
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself

Sometimes I, wanna die
Sometimes I, wanna cry
Sometimes I, wanna run away
Sometimes I, wish that I could stay
I like girls, and sometimes boys
I like the quiet, but also like noise
I fall in love, and then I fall out
Then I look above because I really like clouds

And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn, yeah

But I'm never gonna back down
Take a look at all my demons that I smack down, go away
Don't worry we gon' be okay
1, 2, 3 it'll be okay
Imma find a different path now
And I know that I can never go back now, no way
Don't worry we gon' be okay
1, 2, 3 it'll be okay

And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself yeah
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself

Peace