I Mean It All

Even though it all went down
And even though I'm in a dark cloud
I know for a fact that I will always be proud
I love you all, even right now
I mean it all

Everything sad from my life is gone
Head high B, stay strong
I know that everything will play out cause everything that's taught me now
Has come from an experience that's brought me down
I said
Everything sad from my life is gone
Head high B, stay strong
I know that everything will play out cause everything that's taught me now
Has come from an experience that's brought me down
I said

I'm rolling with the punches that are given
So I feel like my whole my mind has now been locked up in a prison
I saw nothing coming ever like I lost all of my vision
But propelled into a beast that is solely now on a mission
I will take out anybody that will stand in my way
I saw a white light in a black room so my life has been grey
As in boring, I've been ignoring everything that they say
So I can reconstruct my heart and start to grind every day
But it's cool cause I know that your life is all jolly with glee
But you've turned me into a beast that I never thought I could be
So I say thank you for real all love and I honestly see
Me talking to you and you talking to me
It's how it's supposed to be
Friendship for a lifetime, pure potency
I wouldn't put it past us, hopefully
Cause even if we never talk again and we don't ever recover
I'm proud I showed you the ropes so that you're better for others
I mean it all

I mean it all
Even though it all went down
And even though I'm in a dark cloud
I know for a fact that I will always be proud
I love you all, even right now
I mean it all

Everything sad from my life is gone
Head high B, stay strong
I know that everything will play out cause everything that's taught me now
Has come from an experience that's brought me down
I said
Everything sad from my life is gone
Head high B, stay strong
I know that everything will play out cause everything that's taught me now
Has come from an experience that's brought me down
I said

You said you won't forget me but I feel like you will
You've blocked me out so much that it gives me the chills
And I know you've seen me at my lowest, doesn't mean I'm there still
I was sad, I'm not crazy and you know it for real
And don't ever call me controlling, that shit made me mad
Because my mom was controlled, I wasn't controlling a tad
It was only your plans that made me the slightest bit sad
Because I know you couldn't talk and talking's all that we had
So look with all due respect, that shit bugged me a lot
Because it made me out to be a bad guy when I'm not
So I understand why you put everything to an end
But I've been sad because I really feel I lost a best friend
And I picture it coming back, behind my back is a wall
I'll say it again, no disrespect towards you at all
I'm getting back on my feet, I'll run right after I crawl
I'm saying this in my songs cause you never wanted to call
I mean it all

I mean it all
Even though it all went down
And even though I'm in a dark cloud
I know for a fact that I will always be proud
I love you all, even right now
I mean it all

Everything sad from my life is gone
Head high B, stay strong
I know that everything will play out cause everything that's taught me now
Has come from an experience that's brought me down
I said
Everything sad from my life is gone
Head high B, stay strong
I know that everything will play out cause everything that's taught me now
Has come from an experience that's brought me down
I said

It's B