Not Okay

You try to go but it's too hard
Feeling trapped at the start
Nothing to hear, nothing to say
You're wishing it would just go away
And that's not okay

I've watched everything on TV
Feels like nothing is made for me
Online games that don't make you pay
I've been wearing same clothes for days
And that's not okay

Because I feel like
Running away
To a different time, to a different place
And stay there for a few days
Because I feel ashamed
Yeah I feel ashamed
It's not going away

Think about places to go
Looking forward to seeing the show
I'm looking at my plans for May
What could I have done today
And I'm not okay

Because I feel like running away
To a different time, to a different place
And stay there for a few days
Because I feel ashamed
Yeah I feel ashamed

Cos I'm not going anywhere soon
And I hate the admit it
But I loved the abuse



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Willson
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