Lonliness, or Too Much Conversation

Never thought I'd get this far
After filling my lungs with tar
I'm not feeling good
But it's what I deserve
I'm feeling how I should

But I'm never satisfied with what I have
I'm a selfish bitch
Privileged to shit
I'm a walking contradiction
Starving's become an addiction

As has burning and alcohol too
Ripping scabs off my skin for you
Please you to the full
Like when I was at school

And he led me behind the curtain
I was feeling so uncertain
Told me what to do
And now i'll never know who
I could've been if i wasn't so
Fucked up in the head
Mental health got me down
Water to help me drown and now there's nothing but

Loneliness
Or too much conversation
Tuned in to the wrong station
You're losing your patience
Please don't lose your
Patience with me
I know I'm useless and forgetful
I tell myself everyday
And I'm not grateful what
Life has given me
But even when you shout it sounds like a symphony

I miss you



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Willson
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