Private Session
They don't understand
I almost really seen the end
I really had a second chance
I swear this shit wasn't in the plan
You know what I'm saying
I swear these niggas ain't yo friend
They really snitching on they mans, and I'm like here we go again
Yeah yeah
Say you feel depressed yeah I been there before
Matter fact I'm there right now I got a broken soul
They don't understand my pain I gotta let em know
Ain't no tryna work it out cause I can't let it go
I be up at night I can't lie, I just think and cry
I'm still traumatized from that time when I coulda died
I ain't feelin right, but don't worry ima be alright
I still wonder why
Why I choose to keep this shit inside
Maybe I deserve it
I done broke a lot of hearts but was it really worth it
Had em feeling worthless
Now the tables turned and I'm the one who really hurting
Put my all into this music cause it give me purpose
I know that for certain
This shit all I got
So ima keep on pushing I ain't got no time to stop
Like my time is ticking I feel like I'm on a clock
Mind be steady racing I can't think cause it won't stop
That's just my anxiety
So much built inside of me
I can't do none bout it man I swear it's taking all of me
This shit me got me drained it feel like I ain't got no batteries
I don't tell nobody cause I know they can't see wat I see
Ima face it on my own nobody can stick up for me
And I can't let my sister see me like this she look up to me
Wanna be a star the one that she can just look up and see
Pray the lord gone cover me
It been gettin ugly
Who gone show some love to me
I been feelin dark
I been through too much it ain't love left in my heart
And I can't even be mad cause I wasn't loyal from the start
But that's just how it go yeah everybody play they part
Tried to give you love I shoulda gave myself
And I ain't tryna open to nobody else
Shoulda went to therapy I really the need the help
But they don't understand the shit I really felt
The shit I really feel
I swear that pain is real
And I can't sleep at night I always think bout what I did
Don't ask why I'm like this that's some you don't wanna hear
Naw I can't take it back I guess it is what it is
I almost really seen the end
I really had a second chance
I swear this shit wasn't in the plan
You know what I'm saying
I swear these niggas ain't yo friend
They really snitching on they mans, and I'm like here we go again
Yeah yeah
Say you feel depressed yeah I been there before
Matter fact I'm there right now I got a broken soul
They don't understand my pain I gotta let em know
Ain't no tryna work it out cause I can't let it go
I be up at night I can't lie, I just think and cry
I'm still traumatized from that time when I coulda died
I ain't feelin right, but don't worry ima be alright
I still wonder why
Why I choose to keep this shit inside
Maybe I deserve it
I done broke a lot of hearts but was it really worth it
Had em feeling worthless
Now the tables turned and I'm the one who really hurting
Put my all into this music cause it give me purpose
I know that for certain
This shit all I got
So ima keep on pushing I ain't got no time to stop
Like my time is ticking I feel like I'm on a clock
Mind be steady racing I can't think cause it won't stop
That's just my anxiety
So much built inside of me
I can't do none bout it man I swear it's taking all of me
This shit me got me drained it feel like I ain't got no batteries
I don't tell nobody cause I know they can't see wat I see
Ima face it on my own nobody can stick up for me
And I can't let my sister see me like this she look up to me
Wanna be a star the one that she can just look up and see
Pray the lord gone cover me
It been gettin ugly
Who gone show some love to me
I been feelin dark
I been through too much it ain't love left in my heart
And I can't even be mad cause I wasn't loyal from the start
But that's just how it go yeah everybody play they part
Tried to give you love I shoulda gave myself
And I ain't tryna open to nobody else
Shoulda went to therapy I really the need the help
But they don't understand the shit I really felt
The shit I really feel
I swear that pain is real
And I can't sleep at night I always think bout what I did
Don't ask why I'm like this that's some you don't wanna hear
Naw I can't take it back I guess it is what it is
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Writer(s): Derrick Jones
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