Everything Wilts

Life is what you make it said my near death experience
Life means nothing if I can't have you
Or so I told myself for the past 4 years I've lived
Without you

I told myself if you ever left I'd end it all and embrace death
But I stick around just to reminisce about our sex, or our first kiss
It's bad for me, and I know that but you cross my mind so damn often
Captured memories, when we both believed it would last and I can't help but wonder

If you do the same
Why would you do the same

I wish I was attractive enough for you
It's not enough
It's not enough
I know we're different people but it still hurts so much
The self-hatred
The isolation

Everything wilts
Everything wilts
And unlike nature, is buried
Will never bloom again



Credits
Writer(s): Evangeline Shadden
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