Dark Paradise

Welcome to the dark paradise
Where nothing ever seems to go right
Maybe it's just the part of this life
That i live inside, that i live inside
Welcome to the dark paradise
Where nothing ever seems to go right
Maybe it's just the part of this life
That i live inside, that i live inside

Please set my mind free
I've had enough of this time inside my head
Is this dark heaven or hell I don't even know
But I know that i don't wanna be here, can I please go
I probably went the wrong way, i'm too far in, too deep
This isn't a thing that would just go to sleep
Do I need to fix myself or improve on the things that i lack
Cause all I know in my head is a mess of fantasy and facts
You had me feeling some type of way in this
Love controlling, obviously a hit or miss
But i won't give up, i won't give in
Cause somehow i feel like i could be a king
But first i needa find a way out of this place
All these purple rain lights are blinding my face
Don't know if i lost my way or lost my faith
But it feels like i just landed in a mix of LA
And Vegas, where i don't know where to go
Who do i even talk to, i really feel alone
With no home, how am i supposed to take any throne
If i have this load, of things that i can't even show
I guess i needa figure this out on my own

Welcome to my dark paradise
It's hard to even see the lights
I'm so far gone up in my mind
I'm too far off on the things that shine
Cause that's just my dark paradise

Feel like i got nowhere to go
So then why am i acting like everyone i know
Could actually accept me for me
And not call just for their needs
Nothing i say or do would ever go through
Unless i'm making the news or acting a fool
But hey, nobody cares so why should i care
The love and the trust is just not there
So now i'm here and i don't really know what to do
Going through the strip, people ignoring me as they walk away from my life
What direction am i even going in, why can't nobody stop me
Everyone i know either hates me or block me
So i'm here just feeling all lonely
And nobody here truly knows me
It's so lonely

Welcome to my dark paradise
It's hard to even see the lights
I'm so far gone up in my mind
I'm too far off on the things that shine
Cause that's just my dark paradise



Credits
Writer(s): Amir B
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