Outta Control

Girl, you should believe it
I've been in the process of changing my soul
Ain't no one knows this ain't a secret
So why did i have to go ahead and tell the world
I knew you loved me but i messed up your heart
Maybe i should go and rip my own one apart
I took the blues and overdosed on it for way too long
I know i've been overthinking on way too many songs
But i loved you, don't you see that's something that you can't control
It drives you insane or hypes your brain and soul
The loneliness goes away and we ain't never getting old
Now i'm only fantasizing my heart so it doesn't get cold
You left me but i will never get rid of that hole
We'll just create a new one, but only just not together
Even if it's sunny outside, it feels like bad weather
But now i'm going through it and everything feels like whatever
God damn, how hard is it to even understand
Start talking to a shorty, have a good thing going on
And then all of a sudden she got a man
I feel emotionally drained with all these plans
Nobody really out here looking out for me so i guess i gotta land
Land away from all these people, who just want me dead
Heard a lotta secret convos i could put them in a thread
Imagine sending paragraphs just to get played
Imagine getting called immature because of my own fun ways
I didn't know caring could end up in a way of feeling so much pain
My whole world woulda turned juice if all girls were the same
But thankfully that's not ever facts
I always wanna be someone who these hurt people can turn to
All this advice i could share, i could even learn through
All this hate on my name, you know that this ain't new
But really, all these bitches want is money, cars and clothes
Then complain when a fuck boy gets them on the lows
I guess it's really yourself that's gotta know
How to be running thru the 6 with these hoes
Tryna always pray on your downfall
I never once said that you didn't deserve to have it all
You know my line, why don't you give it a call
When you finally realize i had your back all along
Don't worry about what these other fakes say
That's society, it always gets thrown around like a game
These friends are not really your friends, you'll never see them to the end
And if they act real, you know that's just pretend



Credits
Writer(s): Amir B
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