A Ride

And so that's kinda where I'm at, man
You know, my relationships have gotten better these days
I'm so close to my brother these days like, it's, uh
You know, it's wild, you know
I've met like couple of the greatest people I've ever met
Like, through AA
You know, I've learnt unconditional love and things like that
Not things that I'm able to practice yet
But at least for the first time in my life
I'm aware of some of thesе things
And more will be revеaled, man
That's what they say in that program more will be revealed
You know, and you can develop a relationship with a higher power
Or you can do what you want
They got coffee, they got shitty cookies
It's a fucking trap house but where people get together
To share good time, real time
You know, I'm so excited, man
I get to go home I got five nieces and nephews today that love me
You know and even if they don't I get to watch, like
My siblings be parents
You know I get to watch my siblings love their children
In a way that we never got to experience and I'm awake for that
And, uh

And that's cool, man
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)
And that's cool, man
(That's cool, man)
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)

Sometimes they say, you know
You're not supposed to talk about sobriety in a public forum
And stuff like that but whatever, man
You know I've never been somebody to break uh
To follow, really, the rules I don't think
Uh, sometimes that's good, and sometimes that's bad
And I'm grateful, man
I'm grateful to the group of people that I get to be a part of now
Even in my own shows, you know, at our shows we get to do that
And I feel like we're gonna do a lotta cool stuff
And in the coming year to help others
And, um

And that's cool, man
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)
And that's cool, man
(That's cool, man)
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)

And again, if you party and you drink and you getting fucked up
If I'm at your house, you're doing coke, I don't care that's fine
If y'all shooting up, I'm leaving, bruh, okay
If you fucking wrote haystack on your arm
And you fucking needling yourself, I'm out, baddie
But if you guys, you know, your cousin's on nine tylenol
And y'all blowin' a blunt in the G RAWs, bruh
I'm fine You know
I don't care if you drink I don't care if you fucking
You know pour meth down your fucking stepdad's esophagus
That's okay, you can do that
You don't have to adjust any of your life for me, anything like that
There's nothing you have to be weird around these kinda people

And that's cool, man
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)
And that's cool, man
(That's cool, man)
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)

You know, my biggest problem
I realize It wasn't with drugs or alcohol my biggest problem
Was with the way that I felt
And I am relieved of some of that
And I'm learning more all the time, man and that's where I'm at
You know, that's where I'm at
And I'm so thankful that in a weird way
Like all those times of storytelling and lying to people and just
You know, I just wanted to seem okay to them
Lying about, you know, where my dad was or who he was
Or lying about why I was walking
Through somebody's neighborhood after school
Because I didn't even live in that neighborhood, you know
And just all kinda stuff, man
You know, um
It's interesting 'cause all that time of storytelling now
You know, the things that, uh
That didn't serve me before now it serves me
Now I'm able to go to a place
And share stories

And that's cool, man
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)
And that's cool, man
(That's cool, man)
That, for me, man, that shit is, uh
This shit is a ride, bruh
(This shit is a ride, bruh)

So, I mean, I think, you know God works in mysterious ways, man
And also in unmysterious ways
But also in way mafuckin' mysterious ways