Just Let Go

Yeah, separation comes all the time
Like a book without the pages, I'm just left hung up in stages
Always tryna find ways to mend the spine
You got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind
So won't you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red?
Yeah, so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that I'm fine
So won't you sketch me on your canvas 'til I'm perfect?
Until you cover the outlines 'til I'm nothing, 'til I'm nothing to you

So won't you? Yeah, won't you?
Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone
'Cause I'm better here on my own
Because I'm better here, better here
'Cause you know that, yeah, you know that
I always welcome you with open arms
It's time I let go and brace the calm
But you know that it hurts, that it hurts

Remember the time you drove me to the hospital
Yeah, I try to be admitted, but I can't deal with commitment
Yeah, everyone needs some help sometimes
Yeah, but you weren't helping me, you just wanna take and leave
Like a ghost, in the background, I float around
Bouncing from wall to wall, I don't wanna be a letdown
Always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah, I never answer 'cause I don't wanna be dependent on

I know it's off-topic, but I don't feel nothin'
I was at the top, now I'm sitting at the bottom
She saying that I'm dark like my heart's gone rotten
I'm in my fuckin' head, but I'm steady fucking poppin'
White oxycodone, I don't open up
These drugs that I'm takin', make me feel loved
I don't wanna dream, I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life, lookin' like a god

Man, it's so fucking funny, all the shit that I've done
Say I've lived my life, I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I'm takin', got me messed up
And I know I'm not happy, but I'm smiling just for fun
So tell me that I'm happy, tell me I'm all good
Explain away my pain, let me know it's all good
Like, fuck, I need help, but I'm barely fucking breathing
I don't want help, when the pills give me feeling

So won't you? Yeah, won't you?
Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone
'Cause I'm better here on my own
'Cause I'm better here, better here

So won't you? Yeah, won't you?
Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone
'Cause I'm better here on my own
Because I'm better here, better here
'Cause you know that, yeah, you know that
I always welcomed you with open arms
It's time I let go and brace the calm
But you know that it hurts, that it hurts

So won't you? Yeah, won't you?
Yeah, just leave me the fuck alone
'Cause I'm better here on my own
Because I'm better here, better here
'Cause you know that, yeah, you know that
I always welcomed you with open arms
It's time I let go and brace the calm
But you know that it hurts, that it hurts