Fire Bloom

Watch the jaws of hell open up for me
Falling further down I see the shadows speak
Gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry
Of all the words you couldn't say and now the hatred breathes

The bruise marks on my face get darker though
You don't wanna understand how I sunk this low
Medicated on SSRIs just to cope
Try to think of memories of you i didn't loath

I guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don't care
Im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair
I guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me
Ill hang this noose when you say you want something i cant be

Take take from below the ghosts they're after me
Crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
Panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
The red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

And I got stuck on your lies
It's getting hard to breathe
And I know that I want you but your not what I need
And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak
Hold my hand when I fall to dust
And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go
I only feel like I'm being alone in the end
So let me just fall, let me just die
I lost so much so I don't even mind

Take take from below the ghosts they're after me
Crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
Panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
The red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

Take take from below the ghosts they're after me
Crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
Panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
The red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees