January 24

I know it's not a good time to probably go reaching out to you
But i got couple problems and really don't what I should do
But I was thinking maybe we'd meet up and i could talk to you
Cause i think you're my therapy mostly just get it out to you

You're the only person who's cares about me you know
You only hurt me but i need you sometimes that's just how it goes
And I know that I've always loved you I try to stick to our oath
But I don't trust a lot of people and i need someone to know

I know seeing you again is probably really not that wise
Cause when i talk to you I commit emotional suicide
But I would rather that I see you again and then say goodbye
Cause that means that I'll get to see you again at least one more time

I got close ones that don't trust me cause you know I like to lie
Cause I don't like to deal with pain so i cover it up inside
And i got people that depend on me needing me in their life
I have so many things go wrong and it's rare that something goes right

I just need you in my sight when i see you it gives me strength
Got All this agonizing pain and you make it all go away
I know I'm not one for convincing could never get you to stay
But if i ever lived for anything it would be for this day
Cause i got

So much stress
I got so much stress

So much stress
I got so much stress

So much stress
I got so much stress

So much stress
I got so much stress

Like i work for tony stark i don't really wanna be happy
While he's out saving the world I'm just babysitting his family
But i dream that imma make it like tony a life that's flashy
But compare myself to him he's the iron man to my Chappie

I don't have a smarter reference i wish that you could relate
I know I'm not even capable of ever picking your brain
I know I'm leaking pain all over you tryna not make a stain
Cause i know you got your own problems I hope you're doing ok

I don't got a lot of time and i think I'm drifting afloat
But i don't got a way to heal my procedure isn't like most
And i don't really wanna scare you away cause of how i cope
But if you walked into my room you would notice the hanging rope

I wanna walk up to you slowly and tell you I'm out of place
But could i finally have that dance that we promised we'd never take
Cause i would take that over every and anything that you gave
I never saw true beauty close till I shook your hand and I shaked

Then I looked up from my hand and I nearly lost my composure
I was sweating through my fingers just tryna not drop my folder
Nice to meet you and goodbye so in my head you should be over
Till I realized i was walking and looking over my shoulder
I got

So much stress
I got so much stress

So much stress
I got so much stress

So much stress
I got so much stress

So much stress
I got so much stress

I'm feeling so alone and it couldn't get any worse
And now I'm pilly popping downing and partying till it hurts

I got people coming through but it's people that never stay
I got imaginary friends because all of my friends are fake

Could you help me find some happiness in the weeps of my cries
Could you maybe take a crack at this maybe make me alright
I don't mean to keep on asking it if you'll ever be mine
But imma probably have to ask you at least a couple more times

Cause i got

So much stress

So much stress
So much stress

So much stress