Hopeless Romantic

I'm tryna find my mind but I'm tired of fucking losing it
My dream turned to a nightmare it's probably cause it was you in it
I hate to deal with pain but it's funny cause i keep choosing it
My heart is like my head and I'm stupid cause I ain't using it

Could never kill myself but now i think that i might
I'll leave it to the odds that I'll think of you one more time
You bare me like a teddy It feels like five nights at freddys
Cause I'm knowing that I'll never be making it through the night

The more away from you is the more that I'm getting close
The reason to my fame my moneys as much as yo's
I look down at the ground and I'm thinking my feet is broke
Cause I step away from you like a person that circle O's

To genrelize my life it probably would be the blues
I think about what's right then why do i think of you
I try to make you happy that's not the right thing to do?
Well then maybe if I lie then I'll finally believe the truth

How come I can never love another face
How come love and emotions i cant fake
How come i can never really feel that safe
Cause I hold on to a promise that I know I'm bouta break

How come i don't wanna make her feel that great
How come i dont want her thinking imma stay
How come you can never say it to my face
And just tell me that you hate me so i'll move on from this place

Cause
I dont really like the way i live but it's ok
Cause I don't even like the thought of even living every day
I'm only living just to live until living isn't appraised
And i dont call it daily living I'm living until the day

How's a person even hurt you when you never even dated
And the person in your mind has got you woozy and sedated
A relationship is fine but not one that you have created
Maybe fell in love too fast and make you wishing that you waited

That's a penny to a dime and that's the change that i ain't making
That's a penny shining diamond that's a good form of persuasion
I would rather have a penny than a dime that's kinda faded
That's a penny on my mind but I'm a million dollar baby

But my time is all my money so this song is gonna cost
And i dont like to call you buddy that's a reason to the cause
I want some x's and some o's and not emojis and applause
I wish my music hit you hard to where you have to hit the pause

Like pause

How come I can never love another face
How come love and emotions i cant fake
How come i can never really feel that safe
Cause I hold on to a promise that I know I'm bouta break

How come i don't wanna make her feel that great
How come i dont want her thinking imma stay
How come you can never say it to my face
And just tell me that you hate me so i'll move on from this place

Like a rapper in a college I'm feeling so out of place
Causing ripples in my mind so I'm skipping rocks on a lake
I looked at another woman i sprayed myself with some mace
The detrimental imperfectness of the person i praise

Finally got over the hump but it's turning back to a slope
Falsifying all the proof and I'm piggybacking off hope
That's falsified information the truth will just send me home
But I'm traveling the world for an answer already known



Credits
Writer(s): Julian Almazan
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link