Do I Deserve It
I can only take a compliment from a stranger
I don't trust the people who are closest to me
To tell the truth
'Cause what if they're just saving my feelings?
And they pity me
So they just say what's nice
I enjoy abuse
Because if you're mean to me
I can trust you'll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?
I crave affection constantly, but thеn once I get it
I'll remain unsatisfiеd
And there's nothing I can do to fill the hole
That's gaping inside me
That is there because I have no real self worth
I enjoy abuse
Because if you're mean to me
I can trust you'll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?
I've had so many friends
Who've left me on a whim
Suddenly cut ties for reasons that I can't explain
And yet I end up feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause if everybody loved me
I must be doing something wrong, right?
It's the only thing I think of at night
People shouldn't make the same mistake twice
But
I enjoy abuse
I don't trust the people who are closest to me
To tell the truth
'Cause what if they're just saving my feelings?
And they pity me
So they just say what's nice
I enjoy abuse
Because if you're mean to me
I can trust you'll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?
I crave affection constantly, but thеn once I get it
I'll remain unsatisfiеd
And there's nothing I can do to fill the hole
That's gaping inside me
That is there because I have no real self worth
I enjoy abuse
Because if you're mean to me
I can trust you'll tell the truth
I enjoy abuse
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
Do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?
I've had so many friends
Who've left me on a whim
Suddenly cut ties for reasons that I can't explain
And yet I end up feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause if everybody loved me
I must be doing something wrong, right?
It's the only thing I think of at night
People shouldn't make the same mistake twice
But
I enjoy abuse
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Writer(s): Blackmarr Soucy Lillian Rose
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