Allowed (D.A)

With the moon providing
The most brilliant mood lighting
I allowed myself to succumb
To the gentle biting
The inhalation of my essence
Without even fighting
The sampling of my sap
His head in my lap
As I continued writing
Thinking wow man
This is exciting

So yeah
I allowed
Soft moist kisses
To leave traces In places
That only the anointed
Only the appointed
Had ever savor the taste
It's private
And until now
It was decided that only
Choice droplets of water
Would ever find it
But never mind it
Because I allowed
The intricate tales
Of the intrinsic spells
He could cast to encapsulate
My mind
I Allowed
The scent of his masculinity
To wash all over me
Being simultaneously stimulated
By the stubble of his goatee
The weight of his form
Caused no alarm
Because I knew this dude was heavy
Massive and his approach
Grand in his girth
And I, Well I was more than willing
To show him my worth

So yeah
I allowed him
To occupy my thoughts while I slept
The inner most sanctions
Of my mind where all my
Secrets were kept,
To peruse at his leisure
And delight in at his will
And I
Well I was just fortunate to know
His skills firsthand
And if it is in the plan
Here I will remain forever
His tongue so clever
His line so strong
Lion and his approach
So sleek
So long
So yeah
I allowed him
To consume my light
And devour my flesh
And now
I'm just a hot mess
Wanna be where he be
Wanna to know what he know
Voyeuristic purgatory
When I can't go where he go
Because our cells have jailed
And now that I'm locked in
I allowed him to be
The chemistry producing
The pheromones
That seep from my skin
The synaptic fires
That trigger my sensation of touch
The blood that boils in my veins
And cause me to blush
The oxygen that fills my lungs
As I scream his name aloud

So yeah
I allowed him
To be the sun in my sky
His love to be the winds in my sails
But just like Icarus
I too have a story to tell
On how love can be so freeing
Until you get too close
When the fires of its passion
Sears and kills
What you cherish most
And when you find yourself
Spiraling to earth
Out of control
And you're doubting yourself
Question in your worth
When you're not sure if it's the love
Or the poison holding it all together
You should get out now
Know that people can only
Do those things to you
That you
ALLOW