Repent

Waiting for the people
That can tell me that I'm okay
That I got a little skill
Little rap game
Beats pretty fire
And you gotta admit it's insane
There's a million other people
With the same pain
Gotta be the one to release
The heat streak
Not aiming for the best
That's kind of a sneak peak
At least to relieve me
Setting a beast free
I just want to hear somebody
Saying they can believe me
But I'm out on my own
See it's all in my soul
And I Wish I could leave
But I got Nowhere to go
So I could never get out
But I am still feeling cold
And I just wanna be here
Where I'm comfortable
So I could write songs
And I can make beats
Just to mix it all
And create heat
If you need help
Then We can take a seat
So we can talk it out
Just to find some peace

I know you're trying to breathe
Don't wanna weigh it on me
It's getting harder to see
Harder to see
I know you're trying to breathe
Don't wanna weigh it on me
And you don't wanna believe
It's getting harder to see
Harder to see

I know it's something
That you believe in
You're feeling like it ain't true
I said it once
And I will again
Cause It's something you gotta do
Cause it's not like you're alone
You know that I'm here by your side
And if you are feeling like you're gonna lose it
Then give yourself some time
If you, never give yourself
The time you need to rest
You'll be stressing out
Big and leave a mess
I wanna the one
To help you in the end
So We could talk it out
And I could be your friend
We could be okay
We could be the best
We just gotta aim
Aim to be the next
Gotta let it go
And give away the stress
So we can have a life
Where we chose to repent

I know you're trying to breathe
Don't wanna weigh it on me
It's getting harder to see
Harder to see
I know you're trying to breathe
Don't wanna weigh it on me
And you don't wanna believe
It's getting harder to see
Harder to see

Hate the music, it's fine
But I'm staying on while I grind
And to all the people
That don't believe me
I'm telling you that I'm fine
Gotta lotta people that doubt
That hate I got my own route
I'm working overtime, staying on the line
Hold me back and i'll shout
Cause I gotta chase the dream
But I hate to work a job
That's why I'm out of work
It's why the music never stops
Cause I try to stay consistent
But I always get convicted
And I'm Feeling so conflicted
If I get a shot
Then will I miss it
Care less
But I doubt that
Fall down
But I bounce back
Can't stop now
On the right track
If I back up
Then I will slack
Staying motivated
With the in between
Like aggression
Got me feeling mean
Losing time
Like I'm cutting scenes
But I'm in the one
Where i'm feeling me
Finally feeling so free
Finally feeling so me
Find it so hard to believe
Believe that I got what is needed
So I can just suddenly reach my dreams
Know that it's tough
But you know that I'm reaching
I got the ability
Got to achieve it
You know that I'm searching
I gotta believe that
I'm gaining the abilities
Just to reach it
I know that it's hard
Never been simple
Always a fight
Aim for the steep hill
Never doing anything that's illegal
And I gotta be alive
To see my sequel
And you can't stop that
And nobody in the game's gonna top that
If you're losing all your words
Than it's not rap
And I'm still up in the race
But I'm not last