Yah' El...2.14.13

I... I... N.R.G. da NuRa Goddezz
Back up in this piece once again
To talk to y'all a bit
Tryna free up a little, yeah see
Itz just starting, really
To hit me now
14 dayz, 2 hourz later (huh)
I kan't understand right now
What I'm feeling kuz
I'm all mixed up inside, I'm
Tryna find the realness in this kuz
I swear, it jes don't feel right
Don't think everything happened right that night
But even before all that went down
Therez so much other thingz to see
I don't know whatz going on, What
Does HE have more in store for me
I'm dwiiiiiiiiindling, winding down
Jes a little freestyle, jes tryna get it
Out my mouth
From my brain to my tongue
Out in the air, in the
Open freely... spread among thee
The wordz of truth, the wordz
That you need to hear
In this now moment
I'm trying to ketch it but right
Now my brain is clouded
By the vizion of his face when
I look at the picturez
And I see that he's not here and
No longer in my armz
Oh I don't understand
I don't know why
I wish, I wish I am jes trying to cry
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know

I don't know what I'm saying right now
I jes know that it haz to get
Out of my mouth
Kuz if I hold it in, I'm gon be building up
Like a volcano that is about to erupt
And I cannot go off I have to stay strong
I have to stay grounded I cannot fall
Kuz if I do then who will they have
Mammie gone, thatz not
Gonna happen

Gotta stay up on my duty
Gotta do what I gotta do, you
See I overstand, that there is
A greater plan
Though we don't overstand it
We have to trust believe that
HE will not guide us wrong
HE only gives us strength
HE holdz us in HIZ armz and
Rocks us softly like a babae
HE knowz our troublez
'Fore we tellem
Itz amazin
Oh I jes wanna give
All thankz and praize to you
Da Most High God bekuz you
Do what you gon do

Jes gimme the will to continue on
Tryin to stay positive while my
Sun iz gone
Ai-e I know hez in a much bettah place
Itz jes right now when I close my eyez
All I see iz hiz face...(uh)
They didn't try to help him
They didn't (wait, no)
They didn't overstand that
This was a precious soul
But I won't go there right now
I'm jes tryna get this otha stuff
Out my mouth
So I'll kum back to that in
Anotha song
And you will overstand what
Iz really going on

OOOOOH, OOOOOH
OOOOOH OH
HAYE YEEEE
OH OH OH OOH OOOH
OOOOOOOOH
HEEEEEEY HEY
I... I see them running playing over there
They are so happy with not a single care
In this world, but inside, I know they hurt
Bekuz we lost, someone
Very close to us (huh)
Oh I don't, I don't know what
To say (see)
The wordz have not kum to me quickly
So I jes been prayin
Jes talkin it out
Jes lettin it jes kum out
My mouth
No holdin back, no tryna think
Jes flowin with the vybe y'all
The vybe is slowing down
So I guess I will too
But inna minute I said I will be right
Back with you
This iz number one on the
Broken Sealz album
Freestylin itz N.R.G
NuRa Goddezz
INiRGized y'all (huh)



Credits
Writer(s): Amber Nicolle Miles
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